• yogi
  • poet
  • psychonaut
  • bisexual
  • humanist
  • pagan
  • androgynous
  • artist
  • writer
  • vegetarian
  • queer
  • Wiccan
  • herbalist
  • polyamorous
  • radical
  • francophile
apr 28 2013 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • publish poetry chapbook with Sav & Tyler
  • work at food co-op
  • be a writing tutor
  • volunteer for cultural or ecological organization
  • volunteer for RAINN
  • publish poetry
  • publish short stories
  • do community ethnography art project
jan 27 2013 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • Gustave Flaubert
  • Simone de Beauvoir
  • Michel Foucault
  • Marquis de Sade
  • Voltaire
  • Samuel Beckett
  • Lord Byron
  • Jean Paul Sartre
  • Derrick Jensen
  • Aldous Huxley
  • Vladimir Nabokov
  • Joseph Campbell
  • Jacques Ellul
  • Philip K. Dick
  • Ursula K. Le Guin
  • Ernest Callenbach
  • Stewart Brand
  • Françoise Sagan
  • Anais Nin
  • Marcel Mauss
  • Ralph Metzner
jan 26 2013 ∞
feb 19 2013 +
  • yoga
  • posture
  • stretches
  • weed
  • massage
  • acupuncture
  • gels & creams
  • heat
  • calcium-magnesium supplements
sep 28 2012 ∞
sep 28 2012 +
  • loving Savannah
  • the prospect of marrying her & having kids
  • holistic health
  • spirituality
  • music
  • friends & family
  • Tori Amos
  • writing
  • reading
  • aesthetics
  • yoga
  • herbalism
  • cooking & food
  • sex
  • hallucinogens & other drugs
  • nature
sep 10 2012 ∞
sep 10 2012 +
  • acupuncturist
  • small alternative medicine business owner
  • Chinese herbalism practitioner
  • forest conservation worker
  • yoga instructor
  • environmental writer/advocate
  • alternative medicine writer
  • music/writing therapist
  • freelance writer
  • arts advocacy
aug 29 2012 ∞
jan 17 2013 +
  • American Indian
  • French
  • Russian
  • Haitian
  • Latin American
  • Chinese
  • Swedish
  • Brazilian
aug 21 2012 ∞
sep 24 2012 +
  • she will be taught to love her body regardless of weight, shape, or conventional standards
  • her sexuality (heterosexual, bisexual, gay, pan, trans, genderqueer, etc.) will be celebrated, not just accepted
  • she will be beautiful to me always
  • this isn't that hard. it's not. I'm sick of Americans not making the effort and letting media and pop culture dictate their insane beauty standards
  • if I could hate my skinny-muscular white male body for being inadequate, what the fuck chance do less represented body types have? (gay & bi men are notoriously held to higher standards, but still. shit's fucked up)
aug 11 2012 ∞
jan 17 2013 +
  • Agent Provocateur lingerie
  • used books on to read list
  • wifebeaters and tight underwear
  • Fells Point sex shop and vegetarian food day
  • essential oils
  • diffuser oils
  • candles
  • blood vial necklaces
  • a flask
  • a medicine bag for Shane, incense, and other spiritual shit
  • plants
  • a pink bong (would be fun)
  • a purple bubbler
  • elephant bubbler!
jun 11 2012 ∞
mar 25 2013 +
  • Brazil
  • India
  • Australia
  • Netherlands
  • Madagascar
  • England
  • Hawaii
  • Morocco
  • Iceland
  • Haiti
  • Los Angeles
  • to be continued, obviously
feb 26 2012 ∞
jan 17 2013 +
  • finish CHUM app
  • email Peter
  • book S.S.
  • book L.A. transportation
  • mail Amazon book/s
  • plan Cali
  • internships, National Endowment for the Arts, etc.
  • plan summer - Yellowstone, etc.
  • look up texts and notes on phone

January:

  • Body Shop skincare
  • poetry anthology
  • start poery book work with Sav & Tyler
  • look into other colleges
  • pack
  • Cali!
  • plan for semester
  • start classes
may 5 2012 ∞
mar 4 2013 +
  • mugwort (good for dreams, muscle pain, in baths for muscle soreness, poison ivy rash) ++
  • lavender (anti-inflammatory, good for depression, induces relaxation and deep sleep)
  • chamomile (reduces anxiety, stomach troubles, colds, muscle aches and insomnia)
  • basil (good for asthma, good antioxidant)
  • cilantro (removes toxins, beneficial for digestion)
  • catnip (for my cats!)
  • patchouli (good for relaxation, headache relief) ++
  • lemon balm (excellent antioxidant, antibacterial properties) + ++
  • ginger (anti-inflammatory, good for colds) + ++
  • St. John's wort (depression, muscle pain) + ++
jan 29 2012 ∞
feb 20 2012 +
  • 7/15:
  • finishing two books and reading most of the day (fuck it, it's Sunday)
  • the overcast weather
  • skinnydipping in the hot tub
dec 31 2011 ∞
jul 16 2012 +
  • and I love you madly, pumpkin, and you're my best friend and love of my life always
dec 26 2011 ∞
dec 26 2011 +
  • Baltimore Pride
  • go ghost-hunting ;)
    • Jericho Bridge
    • a graveyard
  • vanilla sex
  • buttsex
  • shrooms
  • acid
  • E
  • coke
  • smoking in my hot tub
  • drunk in my hot tub
  • Brady's graduation party
  • picnics
  • drawing/painting me naked
  • writing poetry pour toi
  • Sav's friendship bracelets pour moi (passionate, dreamy, gay and nature)
  • hookah lounge in Towson
  • roadtrippin' anywhere
jun 2 2011 ∞
jan 17 2013 +
  • things I want to explore:
  • tantric sex
  • the Kama Sutra
  • Kegel exercises
  • naked yoga
  • BDSM
  • smoking mugwort
  • psycobilin mushrooms
  • ayahuasca trip
  • sex on ecstasy
  • LSD
  • camping with DMT
  • absinthe
  • ghost hunting
  • Ouija board
  • Chinese herbalism
  • lucid dreaming
feb 27 2012 ∞
jan 18 2013 +
  • (note: some of this has already been noted on previous lists)
  • see Goldfrapp in concert
  • see Tori in concert again
  • meet Tori Amos
  • take a tai chi class
  • get acupuncture
  • buttsex
  • shrooms
  • acid
  • grow weed
  • ferment own wine
  • grow herbs for tea
  • mountain bike in Hawaii like Rocket Power
  • travel to Denmark
  • study abroad in France
  • carry on a conversation in French with a native
  • camping with vodka or DMT
sep 26 2011 ∞
dec 29 2012 +
  • love, finance, economics, sexuality, spirituality, herbalism, mysticism, french language, lgbt topics, women's studies, power, holistic healing, emotion, travel, self-defense, lucid dreaming
  • specifically:
  • anarcho-capitalism, queer relationships, BDSM, NDEs, planes of consciousness, french gender culture, the afterlife, black market business, mugwort, ayahuasca, acupuncture, Krav Maga, OBEs, rape culture
jul 29 2012 ∞
sep 7 2012 +
  • "I just like to see you happy."
jan 11 2012 ∞
jan 11 2012 +
  • yoga mat
  • spiritual nature elfish wall poster
  • psychedelic wall poster
  • Haitian painting
  • lava lamp
  • lots of lube
  • books of love poetry
  • mango body butter
  • an illustrated book on yoga
  • an illustrated book on massage
  • a purple lamp light
  • an elephant bubbler
  • a ceramic piece
  • a blue bowl
  • a cock ring
  • flying ointment
  • condoms
  • the Kama Sutra
  • The Joy of Sex
  • Agent Provocateur magazines
  • handcuffs
feb 2 2013 ∞
feb 2 2013 +
  • art, nature, poetry, culture, shamanism, French language, writing, music, gardening, cooking, psilocybin mushrooms, marijuana, yoga, animals, food, dancing, sex, meditation, nudism, exploring, fashion, literature, scents, aesthetics, colors, spirituality, psychonautics, emotion, acupuncture, massage
jan 27 2013 ∞
jan 27 2013 +
  • rainforest conservation
  • LGBTQ rights & freedoms
  • women's rights & freedoms
  • sex and body positivity
  • ending rape culture
  • defending nature
  • eco-communal spaces
  • arts & humanities funding
  • supporting local artists & community-based art
  • respecting spiritual and cultural diversity
jun 11 2012 ∞
apr 14 2013 +
  • Belle de Jour
  • The Dreamers
  • The Intouchables
  • Beasts of the Southern Wild
  • Moonrise Kingdom
  • Winter's Bone
  • Hell House
jun 4 2012 ∞
dec 29 2012 +
  • economics and finance:
  • Confessions of an Economic Hitman by John Perkins
  • How to Make a Living Outside the System: A Practical Guide to Starting a Black Market Business by Tarrin Lupo
  • Deviant Globalization by Nils Gilman
  • Eco-Socialism or Eco-Capitalism?: A Critical Analysis of Humanity's Fundamental Choices by Saral Sarkar
  • Finding Community: How to Join an Ecovillage or Intentional Community by Diana Leafe Christian
  • The Worldly Philosophers: The Lives, Times And Ideas Of The Great Economic Thinkers by Robert Heilbroner
  • Why Not Socialism? by G.A. Cohen
  • Economics and Utopia: Why the Learning Economy is Not the End of History (Economics as Social Theory) by Geoffrey Hodgson
  • Trading Up: The New American Luxury by Mi...
apr 25 2012 ∞
may 13 2013 +
  • things I want for sex:
  • white boxer briefs
  • lingerie
  • roleplay outfits
  • a whip
  • a paddle
  • leather boots
  • eyeliner
  • massage oil
  • a dildo
  • nipple pasties
jan 26 2012 ∞
oct 15 2012 +
  • French
  • art
  • poetry
  • psychedelics
  • mysticism
  • ethnobotany
  • gardening
  • American Indian medicine
  • Chinese medicine
  • herbalism
  • cooking
  • social construction of sexuality
  • sexology
  • anthropology
sep 7 2012 ∞
dec 22 2012 +
  • current treatment:
  • stretching
  • yoga
  • acupuncture
  • muscle gel
  • heat pads
  • breath therapy
  • weightlifting
  • calcium-magnesium Vitamin D supplements
  • other options:
  • massage therapy
  • chiropractic care
  • capsaicin cream
jan 30 2012 ∞
jan 30 2012 +
  • cooking
  • growing herbs and vegetables
  • herbal tea
  • wine-making
  • cider-making
  • homemade cleaning supplies
  • bookbinding
  • house painting
  • house mechanics
  • financial planning
  • investing
  • hair cutting
  • massage
  • wall painting
  • paintings and drawings
  • poetry and other writing
oct 8 2011 ∞
jul 16 2012 +