I do have some fears and conditions, but they're pretty basic.
- Monophobia (fear of being alone)
- Athazagoraphobia (fear of being forgotten/not needed)
- Illyngophobia (fear of vertigo)
- Atychiphobia (fear of failing)
- Basophobia (fear of falling)
And then there's my:
- severe paranoia over everything and anything, I'm so sorry if you ever have to witness it.
- social anxiety, but not the traditional kind; I can talk to people, present things, etc., But once I'm done with it, the fear kicks in where they don't like me or I didn't do good (queue the anxiety attack)
- frequent anxiety attacks and very rarely a panic attack. When that happens, I have to either draw, play video games or cuddle my dog depending on how bad the attack is. (Most of the time I have to pimp slap myself back into reality, but it's nice when rainy does it for me tbh. If you see me ranting or repeating words, that's a big sign im having an attack.)
- anger issues if I'm pushed too far; This doesn't happen often, but once I'm set off, I'm a nuclear bomb so please don't test my patience over its limit because I have a long fuse but it wears thin fast once its lit for the 1000000th time.
I have a set mentality that:
- My friends as those who have to deal with me; They don't see it like that, but I do and It's hard to see it otherwise
- I'm very self-deprecating and it shows lightly in my humor
- I'm relatively neat, which you'd think is good, but like it haunts me 99.9% of my life considering i clean my room 24/7 (this also applies to editing anything like my animations, listography [which I've been editing all day], etc.)
- I hurt people by existing and/or making decisions. It's something that's hard for me to establish if what I do is ever right.
All in all I'm a giant mess thank you for tolerating me ;v;