academic:

• survive first year of igcses

extra-curricular:

• sing on stage
• act on stage
• take part in a writing competition
• learn the guitar basics
• take part in a running/sprint competition
• try archery more frequently
• go on a school excursion

miscellaneous:

• read orv
• read haikyuu
• cook a meal
• write three poems
• write one story
• write one fic
• read a book a month, at least!

• epiphany (n)

a moment of sudden and great revelation or realization. "a few years ago, I had an epiphany"

• mercurial (adj)

subject to sudden or unpredictable changes of mood or mind. "his mercurial temperament"

• conviction (n)

a firmly held belief or opinion. "she takes pride in stating her political convictions"

• tristful (adj)

sad, sorrowful, melancholy. “she had tristful eyes while visiting the cemetery”

• opulent (adj)

a book a month, just a small goal!

• jan - daughter of the moon goddess, to kill a mockingbird
• feb - a magic steeped in poison, a venom dark and sweet (current)
• mar -
• apr -
• may -
• jun -
• jul -
• aug -
• sep -
• oct -
• nov -
• dec -

shadow and bone trilogy, six of crows duology, a court of thorns and roses, sands of ariwaya duology, the book of tea duology, girl who fell beneath the sea, heart of the sun warrior, howl’s moving castle, nnever let me go, the all souls trilog...

• january…

the anxiety seeping through my skin, cold; the sparkling joy when a miracle happens; red-flushed face, from sports or her presence — uncertain; the rare, mirthful days at school, and the vague clarity of self-identity;

• february…

the warmth felt when you see someone’s eyes twinkle with passion; the shaky hands holding the microphone whilst singing with a friend; tears run down when you see the saddened eyes of a stray dog; emceeing for cny, a short reunion with the girl with the ocean for eyes;

academics:

• chinese speaking prac
• mockingbird worksheets
• geo mangrove ques
• history work
• bm speaking prac
• mockingbird character analysis

home:

• fold the laundry
• wash bedding
• vacuum

others:

discoveries / fixations:

• i found an old japanese playlist i used to love
• i finished to kill a mockingbird — it’s changed my soul, forever.
• stellarium is my roman empire now
• AURORA seems like a really inspiring artist!
• ttpd announcement at grammy’s

thoughts:

• ‘the saddest people smile the brightest. the most damaged people are the wisest. all because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.’
• isn’t it beautiful to watch people’s eyes sparkle with passions?
• i feel that writing is what makes reminds us we are alive. in our writing, we leak our blood on pages, hoping someone doesn’t fear it, but instead read and understand it.

• i am thankful for having the kindest, most beautiful souls by my side, e & s
• i am thankful to wake up and see morning stars
• i am thankful for the ability to feel things so deeply
• i am thankful for having the sweetest person as my uncle
• i am thankful for the aromatic scent of lavender
• i am thankful for having the wisest, kindest man as my father
• i am thankful for being in a welcoming, supportive school community

ambitions, those i have a lot. yet the words of the world still whisper in my ear, trying to dissipate away those hopes. never mind them, for i’ll chase those dreams. let a girl dream…

• early school education

i want to see the bright faces of children. i want to see their eyes, fascinated by all the peculiar things of this world. i want to laugh and learn with them. i want to see them find friends, to not give a care about others’ opinions. i want to see their little hands and feet dance to nursery rhymes. i want to be able to see them successfully write a word, or read a book. i want to give them the opportunity to see the world in the most beautiful way possible. i want them to have a safe place to fool around, to cry, to laugh. i want to be there for the pure hearted people before they enter a cruel world. t...

• learn how to make floral crowns
• read a book under a willow tree
• lay in the midsummer meadows
• run along the shores with the waves
• bubble around the glistening corals
• stargaze in an ancient observatory
• venture the hazy-white peaks to watch snow fall
• write love letters with a fountain pen
• capture the essence of nature in watercolours