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tw // suicide and general death mentions, talk of trauma
possible eye strain due to the colours of the lists

current kinshift; shinji and godzilla

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listography GIVE A GIFT OF MEMORIES
FAVORITE LISTOGRAPHY MENTIONS
IMPORTANT NOTICES
MESSAGES
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donnie : my canon was basically source , except that i was in a relationship with frank as well as gretchen , like my relationship with gretchen was there , but i was also in a relationship with frank . not physical , living frank , of course , it was still ghost/hallucination frank . i loved him ?? very much ?? and i still do ?? what a furry i'm . love him

i also think that i may have had a highschool au timeline as donnie , like where everyone was in highschool . like . frank basically . maybe elizabeth too . idk how multiple timelines work tbh so ,

i was a closeted demiboy , amab , and presented androgynously in public sometimes , and femininely in private . i was either bi or pan , i haven't remembered yet .

ponyboy : uhhh i had a huge crush on johnny and we maybe kissed a couple of times but we weren't actually together , he ended up with dally and i was actually 100% cool with that ? because i ship them a fkn lot . maybe a year or so after johnny and dally died , i committed suicide because of the grief and the guilt . i was reincarnated as donnie a few years later in 1970-71 i think .

i was cis male and bisexual .

kedamono : uhhh not a lot of memories yet but i do get astral limbs sometimes ( tail , backwards bent canine legs ) and the absolutely unavoidable urge to chew on anything nearby , even moreso than usual

roberto : like , franklin and i were , gay . we were . gay . i was bi and he was gay , i'm pretty sure .

jack/ennis : all i know is that i've only watched brokeback once and i cried , with a shocked , frozen look on my face . i tried watching it again and couldn't get past the first thirty minutes . i still don't know if i was jack or ennis , but i feel like ennis is more likely .

the sea monster : i had two arms , and no legs , like a merperson . i was draconian/reptilian , and fuckn giant . i was friends with all sharks and they helped me hunt , while i helped them do the same . i think i was killed by humans during ww2 , when there was a lot of battle happening in the water .

remnants of that life that clued me into this kintype are a feeling of safety in water , my need to crunch on bones when eating , apparently longer-than-average bits of webbed-ish skin between my fingers that people have pointed out as longer than the average ( my ex-gf called me a fish a lot when she first saw them ) , and the need to sometimes sit with my legs close together , like a fish or merperson's tail .

jun 1 2017 ∞
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