• smacksoft/황보령
• מוניקה סקס
• bloody panda
• 13th scroll
• cobra strike
• faure
• cohen

emil cioran

• la tentation d'exister
• on the heights of despair
• the book of delusions

osamu dazai

• snow country

milan kundera

• book of laughter and forgetting
• immortality

kenzo kitataka

• ashes

shoko tendo

• yakuza moon

haruki marukami

• the wind-up bird chronicle

yukio mishima

stuff ive tried n reactions

• adderall
• ambien/zolpidem
• temazepam
• ativan
• bupropion
• fluoxetine
• zoloft
• imovane
• quetiapine
• catapres/clonodine
• luminal/phenobarbitol
• doral
• abilify
• trazodone
• haloperidol
• valproic acid
• lithium
• vyvanse
• lamictal (**HORRIBLE, REDUCES COGNITION)
• risperidone

• don't phunk with my heart
• love don't cost a thing
• saving all my love for you
• winter day dreams by tchaikovsky
• livin la vida loca
• say it right

• a single man
• abel cain
• akran
• ashes of time redux
• Au Revoir Les Enfants
• beck
• braindead
• cœur fidèle
• dear friends
• departures
• der rosenkönig
• fando y lis
• fetishes
• finis terrae
• garden of luxor
• good morning mr president
• h2o
• holy mountain
• jigoku
• le révélateur
• mao's last dancer