• Heather McNamara

Being friends with the Heathers has really changed me a lot. Once Chandler died and Duke was in charge I went through some very hard times and that's when I wanted to end my life. But thanks to Veronica, I adapted a better outlook on life and now I'm happier than I've been before. Although... there will be some days that I think back to what's happened and I just want to cease to exist, or to change into someone completely new. I wish I hadn't been so mean...

  • Chloe Price

After losing my dad I decided to say "fuck it" when it came to life. I don't really care about others or myself, except for Rachel and Max. But now Rachel is gone too. So I need to hold on so goddamn dearly to whatever I have left. I still reminisce about the days we dressed up as pirates and everything was okay— I didn't need to smoke pot to feel happy. Things change and I realize that, I just hope Max doesn't leave me again without a goodbye. That really fucking hurt the first time.

  • 707

I've dealt with a lot of heartache before. It didn't come from loving romantically, hell- it didn't come from loving at all. I grew up with my mom and brother and we had to live in secrecy, which meant we couldn't have friends, couldn't go outside often... but I defied everything my mother had told me because I didn't want to live a life of isolation. What a huge hypocrite I am, right? All I do now is isolate myself. I refuse to get close to anybody, not because of past experiences, but because of my own selfish fears. I can be mean, but only to protect the people I care about. I drown myself in work just so I have an excuse not to speak to anybody. Is this a backlash from my past or am I just fucked?

  • JD

I hate dwelling in the past. I hate thinking about what was and what couldn't last, I hate imagining a world that is my own. Ever since my mother passed away, my dad began to neglect me and we started to move around the country, seeing new places and meeting new people. But before we could get comfortable, he'd tell me that he found a better work opportunity. So once I finally had the fucking guts to get close to someone and fall in love, she wanted to leave me. I can't help who I am. I don't see what's so wrong about wanting to be there for her and wanting to help her out by eliminating everything that's making her life a living hell. This was me, and it still is me. I loved Veronica but she couldn't stand to look at me after all was said and done, so now I'm damned and even more fucked up than before. I just wanted to feel something other than numbness and anger, but now that's all I feel.

  • Connor Murphy

I like the friendship me and Evan have made for ourselves. I think it's good that we have someone to turn to, and we can always rely on each other. I wish it were the same with Zoe, though. I'm not sure why I hate her, exactly— but I won't let my confusion and insecurities get in the way of our mutual hatred. As for my parents, sure, they made an 'attempt' at trying to understand what it's like in my head, but they couldn't give two shits about me.

  • Michael Mell

I do have good memories from high school, but everything seemed to go downhill as soon as Jeremy took Rich's advice to get a squip. I knew it was a bad idea from the beginning but I have to admit that I was curious as whether or not it was real. I was proud of him for finally living out his dreams of becoming popular, but it was supposed to be us against the world. Not just me. He became corrupt but I knew it wasn't his fault, and I would always be there for him when he came to his senses. That's what best bros are for, right? Late night nintendo gaming and joint smoking for the ill minded, no one forgets that. I knew he'd come around at some point.

jun 7 2017 ∞
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