• gnosticism
  • mystic judaism
  • paganism
  • pantheism
  • sufism
  • taoism
  • witchcraft
  • zen
aug 19 2011 ∞
aug 19 2011 +
  • apple cider vinegar in the morning to wake up
  • cup of tea - green or what the morning calls for
  • some sort of victual! a hard boiled egg would be ideal.
  • at night - stop using the computer at least an hour before sleep.
  • when it is sunny, go outside and work.
  • when it is not, go outside for a bit anyway. work on house things.
  • don't look in the mirror more than is necessary. it does you no good at this point in your life. it just makes you stop breathing.
  • be mindful of how much electricity you are using and exposing yourself to.
  • use your grounding sheet and see what it does for you.
  • wear cute things to bed.
  • watch your breath as habit, not exception...
may 1 2011 ∞
may 1 2011 +
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  • great blue heron - right arm
  • rose - left shoulder
  • 1st grade witch sign - back of neck
  • "travel light" - left foot?
  • fox - near heron
  • rumi passage - thigh
  • tom spanbauer symbol
  • moorchild
  • medusa
  • IX
mar 20 2011 ∞
may 17 2011 +
  • picking up the three disposable cameras worth of film currently developing over at bartell's in less than an hour... i have no idea whatsoever what is on them omg
  • lap swimming on a regular basis
  • seeing what that does to my body. not holding my breath, but golly gee whiz, what if it made walking less painful? ? swimming is the best physical therapy (other than stretching/yoga) i know
  • continuing to see what not having tonsils does to my body
  • seeing what properly taking my vitamins/eating better does to my body!!
  • writing papers on brilliant shit
  • starting to get the personal writing i've been wanting to do for ages done. getting credit for it, i love my school
  • having my room all the colors i want it to be and living in it
  • having hair a few inches longer that can ...
feb 2 2011 ∞
feb 2 2011 +
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movies that make me feel all warm

  • milk
  • frida
  • chocolat
  • moonstruck
  • spirited away
  • inherit the wind
  • winged migration
  • made in dagenham
  • princess mononoke
  • fried green tomatoes
  • lord of the rings trilogy
  • potc: curse of the black pearl
  • fur: an imaginary portrait of diane arbus
jan 29 2011 ∞
apr 1 2011 +
  • lots of protein
  • proper hydration
  • cloves, cinnamon, ginseng
  • garlic and onions
  • yoghurt, probiotic supplements
  • lemons - lemon water, lick lemons, etc
  • small amount of honey in tea
  • dong quai tea
  • brush teeth
  • variety in diet
  • eat frequently so blood sugar levels stay stable
  • low stress level
  • read about effects of processed sugar on body!
aug 28 2011 ∞
aug 28 2011 +
  • whining.
  • saying "i miss you" without considering it deeply
  • love-dreaming as yourself
  • justifying things that need not be justified. you do not need to prove shit.
  • trying to see through the lens of anyone but yourself when it comes to showing your heart.
may 28 2011 ∞
may 29 2011 +

at least for the time being

  • DYEING MY HAIR
apr 4 2011 ∞
apr 4 2011 +
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serious considerations

  • san francisco
  • new york city
  • olympia
  • port townsend
  • arcata
  • los angeles

not-so-serious considerations

  • detroit
  • new orleans
  • madison, wi (lol)
  • miami

daydreams

  • santa fe
  • paris
  • morocco
  • buenos aires
  • barcelona
  • berlin
mar 13 2011 ∞
mar 31 2011 +
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favorites

  • northern exposure
  • pbs - masterpiece theatre
  • pbs - NOVA
  • pbs - independent lens
  • pbs in general
  • rachel maddow
  • roseanne

i would probably like

  • freaks and geeks (what i saw at 15 i liked)
  • my so-called life (have wanted to see for 6 years...)
  • twin peaks (curious to see if i would love everything about it but the end like my parents)
jan 30 2011 ∞
mar 31 2011 +
  • ginger root
  • licorice root
  • valerian root
  • eucalyptus leaf
  • peppermint leaf
  • basil leaf
  • oregano leaf
  • parsley leaf
  • lemongrass
  • yarrow flower
  • orange peel
  • cinnamon bark
  • cardamom seed
  • clove bud
  • black pepper
sep 10 2011 ∞
sep 10 2011 +
  • ball python
  • chihuahua or part-chihuahua small dog
  • norwegian forest cat / maine coon
  • sphinx
  • turtle or tortoise
  • mouse - verdict: probably not.
jun 5 2011 ∞
aug 19 2011 +
  • hema-plex (iron): contains 500% DV vitamin C (300mg), 100% vitamin E (30iu), 1667% thiamin/B-1 (25mg), 1470% riboflavin/B-2 (25mg), 250% niacin (50mg), 1250% vitamin B-6 (25mg), 100% folate/folic acid (400mcg), 8333% B-12/cyanocobalamin (500mcg), 250% pantothenic acid (25mg), 3% calcium (25mg), 472% iron (85mg), 33% zinc (5mg), 14% selenium (10mcg), 100% copper (2mg), 250% manganese (5mg). also contains 50mg l-cysteine, some plant-derived bioflavonoids, beet, and bioperine.
  • vitamin D capsules... a mini-handful at the moment
  • flax and/or fish oil
  • st john's wort, starting w/2 capsules (300mg) / day
  • biotin, 1-2 pills a day... for awhile
apr 4 2011 ∞
apr 4 2011 +
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  • chemical mouthwash. ideally wintergreen.
  • baking soda, toothpaste + cleaning hair.
  • hydrogen peroxide, toothpaste, piercing + wound care, fighting vaginal infections.
  • tea tree oil, anti-dandruff, anti-zit, balance oils in skin.
  • vitamin e, lips, skin, scars, sores.
  • cocoa butter, skin.
  • sandalwood oil/spray, perfume + alleviating stress.
  • honey, moisturizing skin mask.
  • uncoated aspirin, anti-zit.
mar 14 2011 ∞
mar 31 2011 +
  • dark red nails all the time. the color of revlon 'valentine' (photo not my hand, a google hand). unsure how i feel about the formula though... either i am bad at applying it or it's not that great at going on smooth.
  • realization that i feel less self conscious about how pink raynaud's makes my hands when i have polished fingernails.
  • developing film and getting prints of things. always matte paper.
  • housework that has very tangible results
  • muenster cheese in sandwiches
  • adding essential oils to things... lotions, jojoba + vitamin e oil, etc. i think i put too much rose in my jojoba though, i smell like a fancy english teahouse. or maybe 19th century whorehouse. unsure
  • using lotion/oil ! i have not done this all of my life, and it feels so wonderful. theo has convinced me of its brilliance as a self-care activity. it does not need to be fancy.
  • my new seattle parks + rec swimming flex pass . it has my photo on it and makes me feel...
feb 2 2011 ∞
feb 2 2011 +