• oxytocin // gnash : lying in bed at night trying to put my finger on what was wrong in eighth grade ?? having weird thought processes and a devolution
• ribs // lorde : in the dark on my back thinking about the high school admissions process and worrying about the future
• sea // bts : bus ride back in vietnam from the mu village speeding past the flat trees and the occasional house
• love // kendrick lamar ft. zacari + nights with you // mø + greek god // conan gray : those late nights in the hotel room at sdlc 2018 missing people in san francisco hitting enlightenment and annoying simone
• nights // frank ocean : staring at yourself in the mirror at midnight in las vegas while three others sleep in the next room over and letting those stupid feelings eat you alive

• and then there were none // agatha christie
• the handmaid's tale // margaret atwood
• 1984 // george orwell (again)
• anna karenina // leo tolstoy
• dream of the red chamber // cao xueqin
• romance of the three kingdoms // luo guanzhong
• othello // william shakespeare
• a tale of two cities // charles dickens
• the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy // douglas adams
• the things they carried // tim o'brien
• a brief history of time // stephen hawking
• crime and punishment // dostoevsky
• les misérables // hugo
• slaughterhouse five // vonnegut
• the complete works of flannery o'connor
• the interpretation of dreams // sigmund freud

• mangos and peaches
• citron tea
• marine animal plushies and pillow pets
• fairy and neon lights
• art and science museums
• the rain + oceans
• pokemon and animal crossing
• celestial objects
• high heels and pretty skirts
• long coats
• combat boots and galoshes
• that balcony of your home in china
• candle wax and candle smoke
• earbuds but with the wires
• commutes in foreign countries
• bicycles

la based i'd say

• the royal family nationals guest performance 2018
• earned it // sheryl murakami
• peaches // bailey sok
• wants and needs // sean lew and bailey sok
• station // tessandra chavez
• in my feelings // aliya janell
• ratchet saturn girl // audrey partlow
• would you mind // aliya janell
• level up // aliya janell
• god is a woman // kyle hanagami
• bury a friend // jake kodish (kaycee rice)
• money // jojo gomez
• break up with your girlfriend i'm bored // jojo gomez

misc

• escapism // sean lew