• — “i like roses best. but they bloom in all four seasons. i wonder if people who like roses best have to die four times over again.” (osamu dazai, the setting sun)
• — “here's my question. if the ghost wants nothing more than to be witnessed, why would it appear behind you, not in front of you? the only answer i can think of is this: it appears behind you because it already knows, to an absolute certainty, that you will have no choice but to look back.” (jon ware, i am in eskew)
• — “there's enough light to drown in but never enough to enter the bones / and stay.” (ocean vuong, deto(nation), night sky with exist wounds)

2023 | ✦ favorites!

reading | to be read

• the trial and death of socrates (plato)
• poor folk (fyodor dostoevsky)
• cantik itu luka (eka kurniawan)
• she who became the sun (shelley parker chan)

finished

• 2 of me (sri izzati)
• malory towers series (enid blyton)

• 　 nyaa space
• 　 poem doll
• 　 vampire aster
• 　 cygnet
• 　 swirly chan's site
• 　 layercake
• 　 my pillow fort
• 　 monsieurdoll
• 　 wiverscuomo
• 　 choten

• KIRA
• kikuo きくお
• kashii noimi 香椎モイミ
• umetora 梅とら
• r-906
• tsumiki ツミキ
• DECO*27 デコニーナ
• omoi
• nyanyannya 大天才P
• *luna ルナ
• harumaki gohan はるまきごはん
• gigaP ギガ
• pinocchioP ピノキオP
• kanaria
• police piccadilly ポリスピカデリー
• utsuP 鬱P

reading/updating | to be read | ♥ favorites! bold interested in the physical copy!

• gintama 銀魂 (52/704) ♥
• jujutsu kaisen 呪術廻戦 (236/?)
• the case study of vanitas ヴァニタスの手記 (62.1/?)
• chainsaw man ♥ (part 1/?)
• shadows house (191/?)
• oshi no ko 推しの子 (140/?)
• choujin x 超人 X (49.2/?) ♥
• smoking behind the supermarket with you スーパーの裏でヤニ吸うふたり (34/?)
• xxxholic (vol. 3 chapter 14/?)
• barefoot angel はだしの天使 (10.5/17)

hiatus

• glass mask ガラスの仮面 ♥
• NANA ♥

finished

• tokyo ghoul ♥

cover wishlist ೀ / virtual singer / manifested

── ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ leo/need

• in case you're gonna jump (omoi)
• any yorushika song
• rapunzel (n-buna)
• spica (tokup)
• separate (ポリスピカデリー)
• fireflies never came (はるまきごはん)
• kocchi muite baby (ryo)
• henceforth (orangestar)

── ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ vivid bad squad

• jailbreak (neru) — ☕️🥞
• casino (azari)
• よくばり (ayase)
• getcha (KIRA, ギガ) — 🐹🎧
• marco polo (circusp) — 🐹🎧
• シャボン (nanashi hachiya)
• mafia (wotaku) — ☕️🥞
• liar dance (deco*27) — 🐹🎧

kamioshi 神推し

• 　 maria marionette ❤️‍🩹🐰
• 　 hoshirube sho 🐙🌟

oshi 推し

• 　 doppio dropscythe 🐣🎡
• 　 enna alouette 🕊️🎐
• 　 koyanagi rou 👻🔪
• 　 kuzuha 🎲
• 　 sister claire 🔔
• 　 hoshikawa sara 🌟
• 　 tocci 💖👽
• 　 seraph dazzlegarden 🦉🎻

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ. 2023 | favorite songs of the month!

── ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ january

• fake human no 40 by ?¿simon ver. kuramochi meruto, hoshirube sho
• sevendays love sevendays friend by pretty rhythm ver. maria marionette, enna alouette
• メンヘラじゃないもん! by isana
• isn't it "A" by ピノキオP
• 眠罪 by マドメド

── ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ february

• sunbeams by elira pendora prod. r sound design
• a mysterious phone call by r-906
• distant by finana ryugu, kyo kaneko prod. asteroid music team
• 可不ェイン by 柊マグネタイト
• 林檎もぎれビーム! by kenji ohtsuki & zetsubou shoujo-tachi ver. rosemi lovelock, sonny brisko

── ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ march

• jumpin' over by more more jump! ｘ初音ミク prod. ...

caution! these dreams may be disturbing or horror-like. they're not always like that (rest assured), but i like documenting the scary ones.

• 24/9/23 | a lot of cockroach eggs were scattered across one of my old bedrooms (it was the house we occupied when i was in elementary). i didn't realize at first, and when i looked down, there were 3 cockroaches on the soles of my feet. the eggs started hatching all around the room and i cried for help. i don't remember what happened after that.
• 11/11/23 | can't really remember the specific details, but i'm pretty sure someone was trying to kill me? i turned into a bird and tried to fly away with the help of someone, but failed.
• 16/11/23 | i fell asleep again after waking up from this one so i forgot a lot of details :( but it was night time and when i looke...

shows

• demon slayer's new season
• idolish7
• another
• puella magi madoka magica
• cardcaptor sakura
• neon genesis evangelion + the end of evangelion + rebuild movies
• the legend of yunzhe season 2
• dr romantic
• dungeon meshi
• angel beats

playlists : sailor moon | naruto

movies

• mencuri raden saleh (2022) dir. angga dwimas sasongko