In the words of Ebenezer Scrooge, "I wish to remain anonymous." (In other words, I wish to be known as only Shu.)

I wish to use this Twitter to really connect with myself as Shu. I want to express the thoughts and memories that I have in a semi-public manner as it helps me feel more connected and validated in a sense.

My ID is an AU--I do not follow the EnStars canon entirely. In their canon, Shu is heavily-hinted at being attracted to minors in an non-innocent/purely-doll related way and he makes me uncomfortable; however, most everything else I follow. French dolls are a love; I am rude, I am cruel and I am learning to change.

I have yet found an exact term that I am more comfortable using that fits exactly what Shu is; I.D. is simply what fits best. I experience memories that he has yet to reach; I have realizations about him a...

Important things to note about my I.D.:

» Sees most people as dolls that can be controlled; will not accept those who refuse to do as asked.

» Is a C.A. and C.S.A. survivor.

» Has PTSD-related flashbacks but will not admit it or confront it.

» Finds comfort in Mika and is scared of the day Mika realizes he can and should do better in terms of how he is treated.

» Wants to do better by Mika and is working on such, however difficult it may be (why did you have to destroy my bear, boy).

» Is still dealing with the betrayal felt when Kuro-kun wasn't there after Valkyrie fell apart.