• sock school paycheque in can next week
• clean my freaking room. its sick.
• actively battle depression sans drugs
• book doctor's appointment for next month or so.
• get new headshot?
• stop picking cuticles this week. please.
• pack up room
• get household things that are needed
• get schoolio gym pass
• take books to bookshop/bookswap
• go to ikea and get desk/chair/maybe bed
• get job, only part time, preferably at the good e...

1. citizen of the world: the life of pierre elliott trudeau volume one 1919-1968 by john english
2. side effects by woody allen
3. tender is the night by f. scott fitzgerald
4. exile and the kingdom by albert camus
5. the maltese falcon by dashiell hammett
6. sorry, i don't speak french: confronting the canadian crisis that won't go away by graham fraser
7. atonement by ian mcewan
8. eleven vests and tuesday (two plays for youn...

eventually

• a new straightener
• a new pair of non rattyass flip flops
• a terrific bookshelf
• a new better faster cleaner enclosed litterbox for mus
• rainboots
• a killer pair of slippers
• that concealer pack for the rough days
• stud earring backs
• a handheld craft drill
• better speakers for my comp. or steal.
• a small amount of classic records for myself
• a new copy of dead alive
• a better haircut!!!
• the hotness that seems t...

meaning to get around to them, but they just aren't as sexy as finishing the first season of 90210 or found magazine

• falkner
• more of the smiths
• rekindle zombie movie romances of days gone by
• tapes n' tapes
• andrew bird
• just finding more ddl movies seems like an epic quest
• whitman
• of mice and men
• my musical instruments
• pies and breads.
• holy fuck
• the great lake swimmers
• my dad vs yours
• immaculate machine
• attics and...

and will chase those ever present depressive thoughts away..

• yoga
• take a walk with my ipod
• cuddle with mussolini
• read
• play guitar/trumpet
• hug a kyle
• clean my room
• cartoon
• make a collage
• write letters/sexy postcards
• knit
• watch tcm
• work out
• bake
• get baked
• get some sunshine and get outside
• fold laundry
• listen to music
• covet my books on my shelf
• body contact

• vinegar
• mustard
• excellent music
• tea
• always a book
• sweaters/scarves
• my cat mussolini
• my camera
• pickled edibles
• old radio shows
• my siblings
• my memories
• that kiss where my nose and eye meets
• tcm. free old movies uncut and no commercials? why aren't more people hitting this hard core.
• body lotion
• henna
• a kyle
• clean laundry
• slice n' spice mushrooms
• the rain
• waking up next to
• the sunshine
• my little yellow bicycle

• drivers who don't wave when you let them merge
• popularity
• shitty mix cds
• anything by anne rice
• people who equate their romantic experiences to shitty movies/songs
• the marriage/divorice epidemic of my peers
• bad cover songs
• bad cover songs on shitty mix cds
• social ineptness
• extra skin
• little kids with better gadgets than me
• dog people
• cat people
• food with secret raisins
• soft pickles
• bloat
• how some movies never reac...