• And it feels like an ocean has poured in, towering above me. Then crashes down and suffocates me. I gasp and breathe in bitter salt water. I swim to the top and try to catch my breath, but I can't. The water is too rough.

Don't tell me you love me because I know you don't.

• I am not easy
• I WILL play with your emotions
• If you only knew how I felt about your friend
• Now him: oh my.
• What a body. So damn hot
• Much better than you little boy
• So remember: don't get too attached to me. I'll just hurt you.

You give me such deep feelings that i wish I could not feel. You're so much more amazing then you will ever know. I want you,to be with you, to make you mine, to be you. I want to feel accepted and loved by you in such a way that no one can understand and if they were to try, it would continue to shake your mind. I want you. I want you. Be mine! But I have a boyfriend. Haha, so bittersweet. I can't have you and I never will. But other guys are so easy. So gullible. He thinks I love him. No, I could never love him the way I love you. But that would make me quite the bitch now, wouldn't it? Oh. oh my. it does... I'm (sorry?) No! The world is a horrible place get used to it little one. Take me. Claim me as yours. Can we forget about this poor boyfriend of mine? Please? I'll give you everything I am. I will give you my thoughts, my time, my love, my body.

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• Boxers
• A new blade
• Notebooks
• Candy
• Sleeping Meds
• To experiment
• Friends
• To be understood
• Her

Let's go on an adventure Away, away to a place that's new Come, let's venture Let us make our wildest dreams come true

• You make me feel so much more than any other person
• I can't stand it
• You make me feel amazing
• Yet so horrible
• I want you more than you could ever know
• But I have a boyfriend who cares for me
• And he lets me know how he feels
• I'm sorry
• I'm sorry to him
• I'm sorry to my best friend who's fallen for you
• I'm sorry that I'm actually feeling love
• I'm sorry that for the first time my heart has been completely stolen
• I'm sorry I can't express my real feelings
• I'm sorry
• I'm so sorry

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He asked me to be his girlfriend just two weeks ago. I am so very happy. He's so sweet and kind. But he's already saying, "I love you." Why? We haven't been together long enough for that. I want to tell him to stop. But I can't....

There are these guys who are in love with me. No, infatuated. They are so obsessed I fear for my safety at times. They know too much about that I myself have not told them. Their obsessions start out small. They wonder about me and my unique nature. Then, they try to get closer to me, friendship wise. I usually don't notice anything unusual at this point yet. Then they try to dig deeper into my twisted life and into the dark depths of my mind which I keep hidden away for no one can venture there. I don't let them in and they push. They push at my barriers as if I have the answer to all lost questions and become stubborn with me. At this point, I am not creeped out; just thoroughly annoyed. Then, the messages and calls and texts begin. "Are you there? Please talk to me. Why won't you talk to me? Please!" And it's relentless. And then in school they follow me. They go where I go in the morni...

You might be offended, you might not be. But there's one guy who I have had my sights set on since I moved and I can't seem to force myself upon him. We occasionally smile at each other, but have never had a conversation...

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"Mr. Luis, I don't understand!" I whined loudly. He sighed and rubbed his temples, "You don't even try." Throwing down my pencil I glared up at him, "What do you mean 'you don't even try'? I have always done my work; no thanks to you." He stood in front of my desk narrowing his eyes down at me, "I have always done my best to help you. You're too stupid to understand even the easiest bit of chemistry!" That's when I stood up. "Excuse me? I am done. You're such a pathetic excuse of a teacher!" I yelled and walked out of the classroom with all my belongings.

Someone from school introduced me to this. I am quite confused.

• Hollow
• Empty
• Heart broken
• Suffocated
• My throat is closing up
• My world is destroyed

My mind is an endless pit of self pity and confinement. I hate people, I really do. I can't stand them and often times wonder WHY I am stuck here with such imbeciles... I don't believe in god. Well... I believe there is a god and I believe all the stories. But never shall I worship that figure of hope. People don't understand each other. We hurt, we love, we hurt, we love. That is all. HOW IS THAT A LIFE? I can't even comprehend! Ugh. Nothing makes sense. Nothing at all.

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• To run away
• to be homeschooled
• To have all of him
• For him to use my body
• to care
• to enjoy simple life aspects
• To laugh
• to be pleased: sexually and mentally
• To feel loved
• to not feel alone
• to see that I'm gorgeous
• To be free
• To not go to college
• To be understood

Why? Why can't I stay happy? I hate feeling this way. It never ends. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything sucks. Life sucks.

I tend to break hearts. It's not like I do it on purpose! I promise! but sometimes guys should learn to not to take advantage of my kindness or the fact that I am naive.

A guy. We'll call him T. He knows I liked his best friend yet he's still trying to get with me. Back off! I want your friend, not you. I thought I made that fairly obvious. And another guy, J. Dude, I don't like you. I never did. Leave me alone and start flirting. You're not attractive, funny, smart- nothing! Why would I waste ANY time with you? What a loser.

There's one guy. I thought I liked him but bluntly said: he's an asshole. I like my bestfriend. We've been friends sine third grade. e accepts me for all I am and wouldn't ever leave my side. Then there's the boy in my third period. Oh, he blushes so much it's so cute. and he's so funny. But I don't know. And he has a girlfrie...