• Grey blazer
• grey flats
• shorts
• summer dresses (Hellllllla)
• headbands (my bangs are growing out too much)
• bathing suit
• BCBG flip flops
• romper

• falling asleep in class
• knowing that my grades and life is currently spiring downwards
• knowing how I’m fuckin’ up my body even more due to all the sleeping pills I’ve been taking
• how my transcripts hasn’t gotten to some schools yet, *when my friend has sent them in for me twice
• how I won’t be able to sleep at all for the next 6 weeks
• my roommate and her boyfriend
• how I probably won’t be able to come back to my room tonight to sleep, and I’ll probably have to have pull an all nighter. That’s just fuckin’ great.

Daily:

• Work out (2 hrs)
• Talk to 哥 on skype (around 10AM)
• Read
• Write/brainstorm/redraft/revise/finalize transfer essay
• Deep Thoughts Challenge

Weekly:

• Horse back riding (maybe twice a week, if possile)

Finalize

• NYU's Supplement
• BU's supplement
• IM essay
• Stanford's short questions

Redraft

• Common Application
• Why 'x' ?
• Combo of CA and Why for Georgetown
• Stanford's:
  • Roommate
  • Intellectual Vitality

• art response paper
• research paper
• philosophy of science paper
• study for biology
• Chemistry
  • 3
  • 4
  • 5
  • 6
  • 7
  • 9
  • 10

• Track down all forms for transfer applications (2/13)
• Comply a list of styles (Makeover ideas)
• Start studying seriously (biology & calculus)
• Go online less
• Stop bottling up emotions and just cry

• every paycheck(2 weeks):
• $50 to school loans (more if possible)
• $30 to savings
• rest... depends on how much I make within two weeks. My job is such a unstable job.

- SAVE AS MUCH MONEY AS POSSIBLE -

• spending only on necessary things:
  • college application fees
  • feeding self (even though I barely eat, since no one eats with me -_-;; )
  • friend's birthday gift

• Finish I Kill (on airplane/in airport)
• The Elegance of the Hedge Hog by Muriel Barbery
• A Portrait of the Artist of a Young Man by James Joyce
• Hella Nation by Evan Wright
• K&C by Michael Chabon
• The Good Soldier by Ford
• Dubliners by James Joyce
• On the Road by Jack Kerouac
• Ulysses by James Joyce

- - -

• rebought & rereading, since I know he probably won't return my book back

-The Complete Sherlock Holmes

• Grimm's Complete Fairy Tales
• Heart of Darkness
• As I Lay Dying by Faulkner
• The Sound and the Fury by Faulkner

• Plan a more detailed plan of California -sor

/ New York Outline of Summer

• exercise daily
• learn Rachmaninov's 1st movement of Piano Concerto n°2 (Done by end of June)
• write my research paper on the role of neurotransmitters and their affect on in the etiology and treatment of a psychopathology
• Pass all my courses
  • extra readings
  • extra math problems
  • extra questions
  • get ahead of week's lesson (BIO)
• email Nicole (NERA)

• finish all essays
  • common application
  • Supplements
    • NYU
    • Invisible Monsters
    • Havie
    • Why this college? (6)
    • GT
    • Tell me something about yourself that isn't on your application
    • Stanford
    • BU
    • Santa Clara
  • NERA
  • SMED
    • 1st essay
    • diversity

- - - - - - (Spring Break)

• The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat: And Other Clinical Tales by Oliver Sacks
• Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
• A Town Like Alice by Nevil Shute
• The Sound and the Fury by William Faulkner
• Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad
• The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers
• Fragile Things: Short Fictions and Wonders by Neil Gaiman
• Darkness Visible: A Memoir of Madness by William Styron
• The Bell Jar: A Novel by Sylvia Plath
• Battle Royale by Koushun Takami
• House of Leaves

-Update-

• City of Shadows by Alexey Titarenko
• Tamora Pierce- lioness, quartert (and just her in general recommended by Mindy and...