• Turn in by 2:30AM.
• Medication.
• Check weight.
• Meditation.
• Walk for at least 15 mins.
• Write in my diary.
• Write in my mental and physical health diaries.
• Physiotherapy exercises.
• Exercises to fight muscle atrophy.
• Play with the cats.
• Drink at least six mugs of herbal tea.
• Drink at least two mugs of green tea.
• Get minimum amount of Swagbucks.
• Play LLSIF.
• Play Words With Friends.
• Play Animal Crossing: New Leaf.
• Duolingo.
• Read in the morning and evening.
• Watch an episode of a TV show.
• Update my fandom sideblogs.

• Overcome Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
• Find an antipsychotic that works.
• Find a mood stabiliser that keeps my mania at bay.
• Find an antidepressant that works.
• Get an official diagnosis for Asperger's Syndrome.
• Be mentally stable for a significant amount of time.
• Stay out of psychiatric hospitals for six months.
• Stay out of psychiatric hospitals for a year.
• Stay out of psychiatric hospitals for three years.
• Stay out of psychiatric hospitals for five years.
• Overcome genophobia without any therapy.
• Overcome androphobia.
• Have therapy for more than a few months (thanks, NHS).

• Report abuse to the police.
• Change surname and middle names.
• Get a new passport.
• Go to a hairdresser for the first time.
• Get my ears pierced.
• Get my teeth whitened.

• Move to the Czech Republic to live with family.
• Help mum get a decent gravestone for her dad.
• Take our old cat's remains with us if we move.
• Adopt as many cats as possible.

UNDECIDED

• Reconcile w/ brother when "dad" dies(?)
• Adopt a child(?)
• Get civil partnership (or married when it's legal)(?)

• Come out to friends and family.
• Come out as genderfluid to friends and family.
• Get rid of all toxic friends.

• Tidy up my bedroom.
• "Redecorate" bedroom (put up new posters, etc).
• Get a new bookcase for my bedroom.
• Put up framed photos of Kitty.
• Put up framed photos to make it more "homely".
• Put up picture of Kitty that L painted for me.

• 19th June 2005- Green Day @ Milton Keynes Bowl
• 25th April 2006- H.I.M @ Brixton Academy
• 29th May 2009- Manic Street Preachers @ Roundhouse
• 8th June 2009- Manic Street Preachers @ HMV Forum
• 12th November 2009- Muse @ O2 Arena
• 4th February 2010- Rammstein @ Wembley Arena
• 11th September 2010- Muse @ Wembley Stadium
• 25-28th August 2011- Reading Festival (The Naked and Famous, Patrick Wolf, The Horrors, Pulp, The Strokes, Friendly Fires, Interpol, Elbow, Muse)
• 17th December 2011- Manic Street Preachers Xmas Party @ O2 Arena
• 24th February 2012- Rammstein @ O2 Arena
• 25th May 2012 - The Horrors @ O2 Academy Brixton

• Follow a band around the country on tour.
• Meet Nicky Wire.
• Give Nicky Wire gifts & fan letter.
• Hug Nicky Wire.
• Get a photo with Nicky Wire.
• Meet the Horrors.
• Get photos with the Horrors.
• Give the Horrors gifts.
• See Manic Street Preachers live three times.
• See Rammstein live twice.
• See Muse live three times.
• See The Horrors live twice.
• See Pulp live again (before they disband for good).
• See Now, Now live.
• See Florence + the Machine live.
• See Ayumi Hamasaki live.
• See So Nyuh Shi Dae live.

GENERAL

• Draft my will ASAP/before my next surgery.
• Sell old stuff on eBay.

GOALS

• Watch 50-100 movies per year.
• Read 50 books per year.

TO SAVE UP FOR

• New wheelchair.
• Braces.
• Lenses for my DSLR.
• MP3 player for audiobooks.
• Tattoos.

EVENTS

• Go for a haircut every 3-4 months.

TO WATCH

• TBA

WEIGHT LOSS

• Get down to 100kg.
• Get down to 90kg.
• Get down to 85kg.
• Get down to 80kg.
• Get back to my original, healthy weight (65kg).

OTHER

• Get my first surgery for endometriosis.
• Find a better gynaecologist.
• Research endo surgery for future ops so can pick better surgeon.
• Quit drinking.
• Quit drinking on special occasions (too dangerous w/ all my meds).
• Start swimming again.
• Have a course of hydrotherapy.
• Have a course of acupuncture.
• Have a course of hypnotherapy for PTSD.

Not sure when I'll ever get this, since A) I never have the money, and B) all the tattooists in and around my small town suck so badly.

DEFINITELY GETTING:

• Something to commemorate my cats.
• FMA: Ouroboros (on my thigh, like Envy's).
• Space: Saturn (or its astrological symbol).
• History: Weiße Rose/Sophie Scholl-related.
• Awareness ribbon: Endometriosis (yellow).
• Czech flag, or the outline of the Czech Rep with the flag inside.
• Music: Manics (possibly "With grace we will suffer / With grace we shall recover").

MIGHT GET (WANT TO WAIT LONGER TO BE 100% SURE):

GENERAL

• Complete Psychology A-Level.
• Complete Philosophy A-Level.
• Go to university.

FREE COURSES

• TBA.

LANGUAGES TO LEARN

• Icelandic.
• Korean.
• Norwegian.
• Russian.

LANGUAGES TO IMPROVE

• Czech.
• German.
• French.
• Japanese.

WRITING

• Complete a novel.
• Publish (or self-publish) a novel.
• Publish an article.
• Write a successful screenplay.

JOBS

• Be well enough to hold up ANY job.
• Volunteer at an animal/cat shelter.
• Volunteer at a charity shop (Mind?).
• Get a job in editing or proofreading.
• Train to become a psychologist.

• The Czech Republic (again).
• Australia.
• Canada.
• Egypt.
• France.
• Germany.
• Holland.
• Iceland.
• Japan.
• New Zealand.
• Norway.
• Russia.
• Scotland.
• South Korea.
• Wales.

• Cosplay at the London MCM Expo.
• Batman Begins - Scarecrow/Jonathan Crane.
• Brideshead Revisited - Sebastian Flyte.
• Cardcaptor Sakura - Sakura Kinomoto.
• The Dark Knight - The Joker.
• The Dark Knight - Nurse!Joker.
• Death Note - L Lawliet.
• Digimon Adventure - Ken Ichijouji.
• Firefly/Serenity - River Tam.
• Fullmetal Alchemist - Envy.
• Ghost World - Enid Coleslaw.
• K-On! - Mio Akiyama.
• Left 4 Dead - The Witch.
• Love Live! School Idol Festival - Eli Ayase.
• Love Live! School Idol Festival - Maki Nishikino.
• Lucky Star - Konata Izumi.
• Majo no Takkyuubin - Kiki.
• Orphan Black - Cosima Niehaus.

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TOTAL = 30 pills per day

• Goserelin implants (monthly abdominal injections) → Endometriosis.
• Tibolone → Combats bone-weakening effects of Goserelin.
• Levothyroxine → Autoimmune thyroiditis.
• Simvastatin → Hypercholesterolemia.
• Seroquel (slow-release) → Bipolar disorder (mania and psychosis).
• Tramadol → Fibromyalgia and M.E.
• Ibuprofen → Endometriosis and fibromyalgia.
• Paracetamol → Fibromyalgia and M.E.
• Propranolol → Chronic migraines.
• Ketoconazole (shampoo) → Seborrheic dermatitis.
• T/Gel (tar shampoo) → Seborrheic dermatitis.
• Loratadine → Perennial rhinitis.
• Beclometasone → Perennial rhinitis.

ONES I REMEMBER

• Olanzapine → Bipolar Disorder (psychosis and mania).
• Carbamazepine → Bipolar Disorder (psychosis and mania).
• Sodium Valproate → Bipolar Disorder (psychosis and mania).
• Venlafaxine → Bipolar Disorder (depression).
• Sertraline → Bipolar Disorder (depression).
• Fluoxetine → Bipolar Disorder (depression).
• Duloxetine → Bipolar Disorder (depression).
• Lamotrigine → Bipolar Disorder (depression).
• Ethinylestradiol → Endometriosis.
• Mefanamic Acid → Endometriosis.
• Naproxen → Endometriosis.
• Tranexamic Acid → Endometriosis.

• Do a postal swap on swap-bot.
• Do a postal swap on postalpop.
• Self-publish a personal zine.
• Self-publish a mental health zine.
• Self-publish a physical health zine.
• Self-publish a music zine.
• Get something published in DIVA Magazine.
• Set up a joint Etsy shop with L.
• Make personal scrapbooks for loved ones.
• Keep up a personal scrapbook for a whole year.
• Keep scrapbooks for movies seen/books read each year.

• Go to a London Slutwalk.
• Go to London Pride.
• Go to Brighton Pride.
• Attend a protest for something I'm passionate about.
• Go to an Anonymous UK event.
• Go on a ghost walk.
• Go to one of those live autopsy recordings.
• Set up a paranormal investigation group.
• Buy a bass guitar.
• Learn to play bass guitar.
• Start or join a band.
• See a film in IMAX ('The Dark Knight').
• Swim with whale sharks in the wild.
• See an orca in the wild.
• Swim with an orca in the wild.
• Go to a convention.
• Complete Project 365.

• Anne Frank - Bergen-Belsen concentration camp, Niedersachsen, Germany.
• Sophie Scholl, Hans Scholl - Perlach Cemetery, München, Germany.
• Lord Byron – St Mary Magdalene Church, Hucknall, Nottingham.
• Geoffrey Chaucer – Westminster Abbey, London.
• John Clare – St Botolphs Helpston Churchyard, Helpston, Cambridgeshire.
• Ian Curtis – Macclesfield Cemetery, Macclesfield, Cheshire.
• Charles Darwin – Westminster Abbey, London.
• Charles Dickens – Westminster Abbey, London.
• Robin Hood – Kirklees Estate, Kirklees, West Yorkshire.
• Heath Ledger – Karrakatta Cemetery, Perth, Australia.
• Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart – St. Marx Frie...

• Collect autographs of everyone on my wanted list (see LJ).
• Visit the Anne Frank House in Amsterdam.
• Meet David Tennant.
• Meet the 'Torchwood' cast.
• Get a shoutout from someone famous (Tatiana Maslany, in a video!).
• Get a tweet favourited by someone famous.
• Have someone famous reply to me on Twitter.