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dec 27 2018 ∞
dec 28 2018 + I got a plane in the middle of the night, don't you mind I nearly killed somebody, don't you mind, don't you mind I gave you something you can never give back, don't you mind You've seen my face like a heart attack, don't you mind, don't you mind I was late but I arrived I'm sorry, but I'd rather be getting high than watching my family die Exaggerate and you and I Oh, I think I did something terrible to your body, don't you mind I put your mother through hell, don't you mind I hurt your brother as well, don't you mind, don't you mind Oh, I was thinking 'bout killing myself, don't you mind I love you, don't you mind, don't you mind dec 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 + You always took away Never giving anything So I lied But trust me I'm alright I tried to find my way I tried to find my place It's so hard (It's so hard) Cause you've poisoned my mind You're always telling me to bite my tongue You were wrong, you blame me Just take it back, take it back I was blind, whoa, you were wrong You blame me Just take it back, take it back I was blind, and you were wrong I finally have a taste Of what it's like to take away You're done for, watch it slip away That thing you try to hide Will eat you up, kill your insides You're fading, you've lost your way You were wrong, you blame me Just take it back, take it back I was blind, whoa, you were wrong You blamed me Just take it back, take it back I was blind, and you were wrong dec 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 + |
i dont really like musicals but this is an amazing exception.
dec 27 2018 ∞
dec 27 2018 + I can't believe That I could believe that I can't believe You left me for dead man Cause I called you my friend My best friend at that I know that I'm loud man But give me another chance I promise to keep this Damn snout shut for you But only for you Cause I love you I should've seen the boredom In your eyes You dropped me off and you said Your goodbyes Cause dad, I called you my friend My best friend at that I know that I'm loud man But give me another chance I promise to keep this Damn snout shut for you But only for you Cause loved you I saw man On the side of the road He said, "Take my hand That man threw me a bone" Cause one man's trash Is another man's treasure The way that he made me Feel was better then ever He told me he loved me He... jan 2 2019 ∞
jan 2 2019 + I, I can't deny You're the reason that I cried every night And I, don't know why But you've never found your way out of my mind Participating in your games Is something that will never make me Proud to be the one that you turned to The push and pulls and in and outs They always left me filled with doubt But I can't say that I didn't love you 'Cause that'd be a lie, and I don't like being mislead So I won't put it in your head that I'm the same The tears that I cried, all the miscommunication And the testing of my patience drove me insane And now I wish I would've second guessed The butterflies I'd get inside my chest Convinced myself that we were meant to be Oh why'd I let you walk all over me Why'd I let you walk all over me When you got a clue Of all the pain and sadness that you put me through Point for me, 'cause evidently You did just what I ... dec 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 + |
Hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall To remind me that I am a fool Tell me where I came from, what I will always be: Just a spoiled little kid who went to Catholic school When I am dead, I won’t join their ranks Because they are both holy and free And I'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up And until the end, that’s how it’ll be I said make me love myself, so that I might love you Don’t make me a liar, because I swear to God When I said it, I thought it was true Saint Calvin told me not to worry about you But he’s got his own things to deal with There’s really just one thing that we have in common: Neither of us will be missed Saint Bernard sits at the top of the driveway You always said how you loved dogs I don’t know if I count, but I'm trying my best When I'm howling and barking thes... jan 2 2019 ∞
jan 2 2019 + It's hard to walk through all the places that your life used to be in So you thought you'd shed a layer, maybe try on some new skin Your friends are all imaginary, your shrink stopped answering her phone So you decide to make incisions at your home while you're alone, all alone But you're no tailor, you're no surgeon, none of your cuts go very straight Every new layer you uncover reveals something else you hate And then you cracked your head, and broke some bones And when you glued them back together you found out you did it wrong dec 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 + It's all lies out the gate I snuck up fast, I'm losing everything that I thought would always last So now I lie waiting for a cure To this poisoned and diseased Mind I thought that had my back Now I'm giving up, God help I've been falling apart Self-destructive at heart It's okay, it's okay if you hate me I've been living my death Over and over again It's okay, it's okay if you hate me 'Cause I hate me (It's okay if you hate me) Am I blind? I'm letting myself slip away Abusing every chance I get to keep myself the same So now I hide I keep my secrets locked inside I'll sever out the truth so the world can see my lies Now I've given up on God dec 30 2018 ∞
dec 30 2018 + Sorry if I ever hurt you And I never kissed you enough And I just have trouble unwravling sometimes The feelings that I kept locked up And I know its my own misfortune And I didn't hold tight enough But I found it hard to keep myself whole While drowning in my bitter blood And I hate when you're with him And I hate when you smile And I hate that for once you don't seem like you've cried And I hate that you've kissed him And I hate that I'm sore But most of all I hate that you're happier than before I'll stay awake again and start feeling The spot where you used to reside And I'll lay beneath these cold empty sheets Huddled and clutching my sides And I know it's my own misfortune And darling believe me I do And you've got your problems, and hell I've got mine But I find it hard that we're through And I hate when you're with him And I hat... dec 30 2018 ∞
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