"it is the first time i can remember dreaming something inconsequential in a while. no stress, no exploring, no mission that i remember. and that was nice, because as soon as i awoke the  mission: impossible music begins to bump in my mind. suspense and tension and i am On An Assignment and everything is pressing with stress... with thoughts of him, thoughts of him, thoughts of him, thoughts of him... or of better men. always men. why men? i don't even like them, on thе whole. just as a concept. [...] /// there's no more desire in me to be made a fool. no want to be a fool for love. [...] /// not everything is a message to you. it's a message for me. stop decoding, it's not for you. the feelings, what i'm singing... let me feel in peace. i lost a lot... i get to keep one thing."

一 assignment, POWER SNATCH

"i think overall i'm just a pensive person. like... i'm very introspective, i spend a lot of time in my head and it's not a bad place to be. i journal a lot. i break down all of my thought processes. i think i apply a very analytical lens to my own thinking and i kind of modify it, because it's so interesting... you can control what you think, you can control how you think, and therefore you can control who you are. [...] so i guess for me, it's like, yes, i spend a lot of time in my own head. yes, i think a lot. but it's not really like in an egotistical kind of way. it's in like a tinkering, like a scientist kind of way. i'm always trying to modify. i'm trying to think: how can i be better? how can i approach my own brain the way that i approach my craft, so that i can be better tomorrow than i was today?" — Eileen Gu