January

  • 19, ke rumah Hei di Ciamis, ketemu Bapaknya, nonton di AP, makan nasi goreng terenak, pulang naik bis pertamakali, and it was fun. Pertama kali ke ciamis juga dan naik kereta serayu dan ga mau lagi naik itu.
  • 22, berkas CPNS dikirim
  • 26, ke rumah teh neng, ke kafe diajak makan, pulangnya ke ciwalk nonton, kissing di bioskop, pulang pelukan and it was so peaceful.
  • 27, 100 hari Bapak pergi

Februari

  • 2, Hei ke kosan, I tried to not do that, but it was useless. We kissed and hugged each other a lot, we watched Sherlock too, it was nice. I could imagine how our life would be in the future.
  • 8, I was going to home. Moving. Sad actually.
  • 19, I turned off the writing project. It was too much for me. I was procrastinating it a lot and it actually ruined my holiday. Thank God, it was over.
  • 20, I tried to diet again. This day, my weight was 64.5
  • 21, my weight was 64.1

Maret

  • Belum direstuin dong sama kakaknya. Keinginan bulan April nikah. Gila. Roll coaster.

April

  • 13, nikah!! it was a fun weird funny mad day. haha

Agustus

  • 1, positif hamil.
  • 12, NIGHTMARE. dapat kabar harus latsar 3 minggu rabu ini. gila. ga siap sama sekali. apalagi baru tahu hamil minggu kemarin.
  • 13, capek ke puskesmas, urus surat, kumpulin syarat dan packing.
  • 17, keram berat. ternyata ada cloth blood, jadi ada darah antara kantung rahimnya. bed rest 2 hari.
  • 18-4 September, latsar. ripuh trisemester pertama. Budi cemburuan tingkat tinggi lagi. kesel lah. the worst. merasa bersalah karena tidak memberikan yang terbaik untuk jabang bayi.

September

  • mual terus tiap sore sampai malam. ga bisa ngapa-ngapain.
  • stress, aplikasi tracer studi membuatku dan Budi stress.

Oktober

  • Alhamdulillah, merasa ga hamil. tubuh terasa enak sekali.
  • Latsar selesai. Aku dapat ranking 2 dong. gila.
jan 31 2019 ∞
dec 30 2020 +