yk i think ts is so overwhelming, i just clocked in (November) and suddenly we have only 6 months til i gotta sit down and properly do ts like what? im feeling unprepared, overwhelmed and i think doing this might help id do this on sum tiktok series, or instagram but i dont like recording myself so i think a blog is best ngl,, think Kafka's diaries type shit plus no offence to the people making this but no one uses it, i found it looking for analyses of Chromakopia on the sixth mf page shoutout that guy he had some great takes anyways lemme get started

• 6th November

currently writing this in an engineering class, my teacher is STUPID and i hate him, he barely knows more than us and hes supposed to be the goddamn teacher. it doesnt help that only like 2.5k people do it nationally and apparently no one has access to a fucking computer to post any resources on it. why do i do this to myself fucks sakes moving on, i had a french double this morning and basically this girl came in, completely new school uniform, stuck out like a sore thumb and she was wearing my house badge but she wasn't in my form this morning so like im thinking weird right? and immediately on seeing her my brain was like "!!!!!!!" which i came to interpret as hey i recognise her from somewhere but only God knows where so i turn to my friend, im like "yo is it just me or do i recognise her... idk where from?" and my friend thought the EXACT SAME THING so im sat puzzling over her and then she turns and i see her face again and im like oh shit she was friends with this weird ass guy in the year above,, like he had this little trio and she joined them and id always see them together and i try to explain but shes never mf seen him so im like wtf is this year 12 doing in lower school uniform and then she js leaves halfway thru the lesson like okay bro get it ig back to engineering for a min THESE MFS LOST OUR YR 10 MOCKS I CANT EVEN JOKE WEVE DONE NO OTHER FUCKING TESTS KILL ME NOWWWW