i have a few things that make me nervous or uncomfortable that i would like my mutuals to be aware of! i wouldn't necessary call these things "triggers" because they don't bring on anything worse than a few moments of fear, but they make me uneasy nonetheless.

you do not have to tag these, but if you do, i appreciate it!

• blood (as in lots of it)
• veins (esp in the eyes)
• self harm
• needles/shots (im not anti vaxx the needles just bother me)
• gore (if its extreme)

these things are kinda stupid, but they remind me of exes and invoke anxiety so please try to understand if you read this. you don't have to tag them, don't worry.

• twitch emotes (my ex friend used them a lot)
• discord (i'll explain this at the bottom)
• vocaloid (certain producers)
  • eyeris/thecreepypie
  • ghostie p/marz mitzi/ghost
• poradnik usmiechu/smile guide
• kero kero bonito
• tyler the creator/ frank ocean/ brockhampton (the ex friend/interest who hurt me loved frank and his music is a big reminder of him. he said the songs on tyler's most recent album reminded him of us and if you know what those songs are titled then you can see why it hurts to think of him.)
• if your name is either quinn or conor ( only one n ), i will be skeptical about following you (back) or letting you talk/join with me on anything. the first is the name of my abuser and the second is the ex friend/romantic interest who ditched me, lied and broke my heart, whose friends talked shit on me afterward. i apologize for this if your name is either of these things, but i have to do what's in my best interest to protect myself.

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i'll add to this as i remember more things! once again, none of these need to be tagged but if you do them anyway i find that very endearing.