what's new?

• ✔ may 1: international workers day
• ✔ may 3: latin final exam @ 11:45
• ✔ may 7: music theory final paper due
• ✔ may 8: american music final paper due
• ✔ may 12: mother's day!
• ✔ may 15: shari's birthday! :0)
• ✔ may 17: brunch w shari @ 11:00
• ✔ may 19: graduation!!!!!
• ✔ may 21: write-in w julien @ 2:00
• ✔ may 24: bob dylan's birthday!! :^)
• ✔ may 25: memorial day parade @ 1:30
• ✔ may 26: memorial day parade @ 2:00
• ✔ may 27: memorial day
• ✔ may 31: walt whitman's 200th birthday celebration
  • meet @ 4:00

goals

• ✔ graduate university :0!
• ✔ start selling clothes on depop
• ✔ buy mother's day gifts
• ✔ plan trip to the met

inspirations

• kurt cobain
• kathleen hanna
• david byrne
• angus young
• robert! michael! mapplethorpe!

obsessions

• 70s angus young in all his flailing, dancing, lisping glory
  • nobody:
  • every youtube comment ever: HE IS BABY!
• driving around w the windows down, volume maxed out on the ramones
• thrifting, wandering through antique stores
• growing my collection of pretty blouses
  • me, seeing the gaudiest, most vibrantly colored blouse in existence: DEAR GOD.....wait syd would wear this [immediately puts in basket]
    • i love one style icon!
• the '68 gibson sg... she's beautiful
  • a's signature sg w the lightning bolt inlays on the fretboard
    • DOES SHE KNOW HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS

writing

• untitled
  • poem cycle for the dearly departed

moments

• picking stinging nettle + making tea
• graduation!!
• finding pink moon at the used bookstore for $5,, maybe i passed out on the spot!! mr. nick mr. nick drake mr. nicholas rodney drake sir i adore u u_u
• memorial day parades!! aaa i love living in a small town
• saving a little mouse that was caught in the netting by the greenhouses,,!!
• this conversation:
  • me: [holding up jackass] mom i love this movie
  • my mom: first ac/dc. now jackass. when did my daughter become a maladjusted teenage boy
• when i saw that turtle on my morning run!! a lovely fellow!

crushes

• nickie,, we love a sunflower boy! ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ )
• john taylor but specifically that picture of him with his little lion plushie,, thank u for my life!

quotes

• ❝ and now we rise, and we are everywhere. ❞
  • — nick drake
• ❝ i wandered among flowers and blossomed with them. ❞
  • — heinrich heine
• ❝ ac/dc is dumb boy music. ❞
  • — my mom calling me a dumb boy, lovingly
• ❝ when things are patternless, their fascination's stronger. failed form is hectic with loveliness, and compels us longer. ❞
  • — hannah sullivan