• keeping still
  • being patient
  • physical coordination (I am very awkward; my body refuses to move with confidence)
  • not overthinking things
  • sleeping early
  • thinking of comebacks quickly during an argument (I will come up with clever, intelligent replies and insults hours, days later)
  • dealing with frustration (I am unable to express what I'm feeling succinctly and find the proper words, hence the conversations I have turn instantly into long, drawn out arguments that are silly and idiotic in retrospect)
  • forgetting people and what they have done to me
  • being mad
  • lying, when it matters
may 5 2011 ∞
oct 6 2011 +