i've been trying to think about what i really want my future to look like, so here's a random list of things i'd like to be true for me in 5 years.

• a full time library technician
• having my own apartment (or being roomies with one of my friends)
• having my own dog or otherwise having lewlew living with me
• seeing my friends consistently, at least once a month
• feeling mentally well enough that i no longer need as much psychiatric support
• being in a book club, maybe running one myself?
• making progress on my social anxiety overall
• finally working on that silly queer romance i always say i'm going to write
• knowing how to code my own website
• being able to afford to take my nibling out on cool outings and stuff
• finally being able to afford to wear the kind of cute clothes i love
• exercising daily and eating a balanced diet
• reading at least 10 books a year