Indigo

• You listen to my stories with admiration and investment
• You keep staring at me and it's very cute
• Your passion for math and programming is very apparent when you talk about it, it's great to see
• I like talking to you and find myself wanting to make time free to talk to you
• seriously you keep looking at me I can sense it I'm not sure what it's supposed to mean?
• ur so cute and oblivious sometimes; it's really apparent when you don't really understand a concept. Sometimes you tilt your head a bit it's cute
• 27/11/2020 - interesting development,its been a while since ive updated but apparently you liked me for 4 years. we're friends now. i would love to fall in love with him but im just incapable of it
• sorry, i hate to say it, but you're so clingy. im glad you respect my space somewhat but i dont want to have to declare it every single time. it makes me uncomfortable that i have to use such clear force to make you realize it. its almost as if you still think there's hope or something. and i'm pretty sure it's just your autism speaking but,.... you're just too hyper for me sometimes
• 12/04/2021 you're dating someone else now. i'm very happy for you! you seem to really enjoy her company, so i'm glad that worked out fine.

Marine Blue

• You are so funny! Seriously, I can't help but smile around you.
• Memes.
• Your manners are very cute. Just the way you move is cute.
• I started admiring you when we were at the town hall, talking about libraries. You CONSTANTLY stepped up, arguing with anyone and I couldn't stop laughing; it was so funny. And admiring, I don't understand why.
• Same goes for the English presentation about space colonization. You were so passionate about the whole topic and trying so hard to perfect your English. People started talking through your story and I found it rude, but you kept going.
• I think I might have a crush on you, I'm starting to become very wary of what I'm doing. I see signs when there're probably none.
• uhh.... 12/04/2021 here.... i have no idea. you're cute, but i really can't bring myself to think i might like you because hell i don't think i can handle that. so i think i will just not do anything for now and just give up on it. i dont need it.

Goldenrod

• I thought I liked you. I'm still not sure. What I still do believe is that we have a very deep bond that I do not want to disappear.
• You make me feel safe and trusted; I really appreciate that.
• I love you. Platonically, I think.
• Ok I am a 100% sure now that I do not ever want to lose you. We've had our ups and downs but in the end you're the only one I have; the only one I feel 100% trusted with

Panda

• I have never really thought about this properly. But you were a good friend. We were really close-knit in 2018 and I feel bad for forgetting about you after you graduated.
• i might be wrong, but i have a slight feeling you have feelings for me. i mean, we went to tenki no ko together and everyone thought it was a date. i just hope that's not the case, i want to be there for you as a friend since i know im the only one you have left. i dont want to have to turn you down...
• 2022 update. i know i am all you have right now, as a friend, and i really value you. it's uncanny how similar our mindsets are though, so that puts me off from talking to you sometimes. i hope you are okay.
• he knows magic tricks
• used to make little trinkets in his room
• really good at apex
• wants to play piano or guitar
• super caring abt family (little nephew)
• very communicative and confirmative on him being there for me
• pickupline master