― all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

start date: 01.01 | part i | best days are marked with ★

— april

• 01.04: anxious, travel, rain, radio, chocolate
• 02.04: college, cute outfit, feeling overwhelmed, more chocolate, missing home
• 03.04: first experimental chremistry class, felling misplaced, very tired, i want my mom, saudade
• 04.04: disappointed but not surprised, all *** do is lie, angry, feeling like a piece of shit, at least i'm hella cute
• 05.04: a lot of chocolate, programming class, rainy day, i wanna punch someone in the face, I'M SO ANGRY
• 06.04: library, study, music, agradable weather, missing home
• 07.04: depressed, tired and hopeless, rhinitis, all day in bed, beautiful sunset
• 08.04: #6YearsWIthEXO, feeling lonely, cooked eyebrowns and nails, procrastination
• 09.04: shitty day LITERALLY, at least i was looking cute, red lipstick, laughs, saw him
• 10.04: i bought a new pair of black pants, anxious, feeling weird, grumpy, just want to sleep forever
• 11.04: #SehunDay, CBX, hella angry with the public transport, tpm, i think i'm getting sick
• 12.04: rhinitis, sick, feeling like trash, can't study, i just want to live at the library FOREVER
• 13.04: pain everywhere, bad night of sleep, looking like trash but with a cute outfit, missing him, good talk with somebody i care so much
• 14.04: procrastinated most of the day, feeling guilty because a have a lot of homework, rain, did laundry, still sick
• 15.04: programming, did a lot of things today, feeling useful, nails, spontaneous text
• 16.04: i hate mondays, library, saw him, sleepy, feeling a little better
• 17.04: chemistry class cancelled, library, received a lot of compliments, laughs, masterchef
• 18.04: i think i'm in love FUCK, lot of laughs, flirts, feeling *****, I'M HAPPY
• 19.04: moved to a new room, just had the most funny dinner of my life, computer science people aren't normal, missing him, today was a good day
• 20.04: chat with a very lovely old man who works at my college, worried about the test, i need to study, but i'm feeling so fucking tired, night sky and city street lights
• 21.04: kitties, agradable weather, study, feeling productive, ice cream
• 22.04: shopping, burger king, found a beautiful tshirt at "boy's session", spent some time with amazing people, lots of positive texts and hearts emojis
• 23.04: grumpy, dissapointed with myself, period, cramps, I JUST WANT THIS DAY TO END
• 24.04: more pain, feeling lonely, missing home, cried a lot, ate a chocolate bar
• 25.04: library, study, feeling anxious, meeting new people, hyped for infinity war
• 26.04: new friends, lots of laughs, feeling better, hyped, I WANT TO WATCH INFINITY WAR SOON
• 27.04: friday, feeling lazy, spent all day at library, laughs, TOMORROW I'M WATCHING IW
• 28.04: cinema, burger king, date, smiles, I'M SO SPECHLESS WITH THIS FUCKING MOVIE MARVEL I HATE YOU OH MY GOD...........BUCKY............TCHALLA........PETER........ :(((((( UGH I'M SAD AND CAN'T BELIEVE IN WHAT HAPPENED...........FUCK!!!!!!!!! YOU!!!!!!! MARVEL!!!!!!
• 29.04: still thinking about infinity war and DEFINITELY STILL ANGRY, feeling pretty, shopping, lunch with friends, a little bit worried about something that i can't figure out
• 30.04: recess, doing nothing all day, clueless, pizza, missing home

— may

• 01.05: chocolate cake, laundry day, lunch with my friends, missing my family, another stuning sunset
• 02.05: feeling like trash, unmotivated, anxious, depressed, I HATE WEDNESDAY
• 03.05: a LOT of laughs, sometimes i love this university, talk to some people that make me feel happy, new friends, i think i'm becoming better at make friends
• 04.05: #May4thBeWithYou, cute outfit, that look and that hug, library, pizza
• 05.05: beer, night out with girls, danced a lot, had fun, cute outfit
• 06.05: lasagna, beautiful sky, cleaning day, relaxed, excited for the new week
• 07.05: libary, lazy monday, i'm so dumb can't believe i miss the deadline of my assignment, chocolate, good sleep
• 08.05: laughs lots of laughs, my friends are the dumbest but i love them, they really make everything easy, chemistry class, chocolate, i'm feeling happy
• 09.05: today i was looking beautiful, perfect make up, perfect outfit, spent some good time with people i like, hotel california
• 10.05: TODAY WAS A PERFECT DAY, cute dress, smiles, hugs, good songs, played snooker for the first time and was so bad but i had fun
• 11.05: travel, going home, deep conversations, mom's food, kitties
• 12.05: blooms, gifts, pastry, home feeling, just a lit bit anxious
• 13.05: mother's day, cooked for mom, i don't wanna go back to college, already missing home, stuning sunset
• 14.05: I WAS LOOKING REALLY GOOD TODAY, beautiful selfies, another cute dress, new sneakers, had a great time with my friends
• 15.05: new experiences, meet new people, nirvana tshirt, chemistry class, a little stressed
• 16.05: anxious, frustrated, study, library, i need focus
• 17.05: exam, anxious, worried, lonely, grumpy
• 18.05: grey sky, study, space talk, candy, ice cream
• 19.05: rainy day, cold, cozy, pizza, crazy by aerosmith
• 20.05: perfect weather, chocolate cake, physics study all day, good night of sleep, feeling happy
• 21.05: today was 7º i never witnessed anything like that, i'm feeling like the european winter, cute outfit, had so much fan with the girls, a little bit disappointed wiith the exam
• 22.05: shit talk, laughs, laundry day, ice cream, i think i'm getting sick AGAIN