skincare + self-care, collecting trinkets and jewelry, my little pony, littlest pet shop, cosmetics, fashion, astrology, journaling, self affirmations, beauty and beauty optimization, biohacking, finding myself in everything around me, music that feels like floating, spiritualism, yoga, pilates, philosophical debates, creative writing.

preppy, athleisure, coastal, socal, soft glam, clean, king kylie, nyc swag, tumblr girl, brandy melville, island gyal, whimsical black girl, wonyoungism, himedere.

these are some of the many characters that I identify with. I tend to find pieces of my identity in all sorts of characters in many different medias, but these are my main ones.

• reze
• yor forger
• noelle silva
• marin kitagawa
• kokomi teruhashi
• princess bubblegum
• marinette dupain-cheng
• rarity & twilight sparkle
• rose quartz / pink diamond

• quiescent: a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
• chimerical: merely imaginary; fanciful.
• susurrus: a whispering or rustling sound.
• raconteur: one who excels in story-telling.
• clinquant: glittering; tinsel-like.
• aubade: a song greeting the dawn.
• ephemeral: lasting for a very short time.
• sempiternal: everlasting; eternal.
• euphonious: pleasing; sweet in sound.
• billet-doux: a love letter.
• redamancy: act of loving in return.
• eudaimonia: true happiness.

• carpe diem.
• no mud, no lotus.
• have fun, look hot.
• luck always finds me.
• everything is romantic.
• you're her. act like it.
• I trust my divine power.
• energy flows where attention goes.
• it could go either way, and either way, I'm good.

• sos · sza
• halah · mazzy star
• feelings · pinkpantheress
• pretty peach · lucy bedroque
• from a woman · mariah the scientist

raya is a former anxious shut-in who's slowly learning to come out of her dark shell and rediscover her colorful identity. she keeps to herself, but she hopes to make a few genuine friends by putting herself out there.

she keeps up her appearance with skincare and nice clothing and will sometimes wither away when she's caught looking terrible in public. her appearance is very important to her, so refrain from unnecessary or false comments about the way she looks.

raya likes to be very calm and neutral, but that doesn't mean she always is or manages to be. please be patient with her and she will always do her best to make sure you feel comfortable around her.

morning.

• fation nosca9 deep pore cleansing foam
• la roche-posay toleriane double repair moisturizer
• tirtir hydro uv shield sunscreen

night.

• fation nosca9 deep pore cleansing foam
• tretinoin cream %0.025
• la roche-posay toleriane double repair moisturizer
• as needed, la roche-posay cicaplast b5 cream

↻ re-fill · ♡ favorite · ✧ try

ingestibles.

• ownist triple collagen liquid packets
• cymbiotika liposomal vitamin c
• cymbiotika irish sea moss
• crushed tonic marine collagen

cleansers.

• la roche-posay toleriane milky cleanser
• round lab 1025 dokdo cleanser
• cerave hydrating facial cleanser

moisturizers.

• la roche-posay lipikar ap+max moisturizer
• la roche-posay toleriane double repair cream
• dr.althea 345 relief cream ♡
• byoma moisturizing rich cream

morning routine.

• something for the mind:
  • (coloring books, reading a magazine, crossword puzzles)
• something for the soul:
  • (journaling how I feel, breath work, meditating)
• something for the body:
  • (a quick morning walk, stretching, 5 min yoga)

novelty.

• trying a new recipe each week:
  • creating my own recipe book full of my favorite foods.
• getting a digital camera:

health.

• drink more water.
• reduce sugar intake.
• fix sleep schedule.
• ab workouts 3 days a week.
• eva's pilates workout vids.

academic.

• read at least 2 books per week.
• creative write a fictional story & complete it.

work.

• have very consistent attendance.
• become more comfortable taking calls.

cosmetics.

• rhode pocket blush in sleepy girl
• clinique black honey lip oil
• saie slip tint tinted spf moisturizer shade nine
• saie dew blush liquid cream blush in spicy + cutie
• saie sun melt natural cream bronzer deep bronze
• saie glowy super gel sunglow
• saie cityset lightweight setting spray

fashion, ranked by affordability.

• no boundaries
• wild fable
• brandy melville
• subdued
• edikted
• aerie

priority/to better my mind.

• jane eyre - charlotte bronte
• I who have never known men - jacqueline harpman
• I'm thinking of ending things - iain reid
• the virgin suicides - jeffrey eugenides
• my year of rest and relaxation - ottessa moshfegh
• the stranger - albert camus
• the lover - marguerite duras
• the trial - franz kafka
• the wall - marlen haushofer
• the republic - plato
• the symposium - plato
• confessions - augustine of hippo
• the book of disquiet - fernando pessoa
• stoner - john williams
• nausea - jean-paul sartre
• crime & punishment - fyodor dostoevsky
• notes from underground - fyodor dostoevsky
• the myth of sisyphus - albert camus
• invisible man - ralph ellison