~in~

my sexuality (and lack thereof), taking my medicine, independence, being alone and not lonely, giving out compliments like candy on halloween, being alive, standing up for myself and others, skincare, saying "I love you," walking, fantastic, talking to nsbe people, hygiene

~out~

manipulation, telling everyone everything, messiness, play before work

this is everything I want to happen in my love life

relationship

• I don't want to have to hide who I am or live in a constant state of masking
• to be soft-launched to Only When I'm Dreaming by Minnie Riperton bc it's the song in my bio OR a Jamaican love song e.g. The Real Thing by Bitty Mclean
• to find a college sweetheart
• love like Shayne and Courtney from Smosh (to be seen as an equal)

wedding

• My Dad to DJ at my wedding (with me for like an hour)
• get married before either of my sisters
• Daddy Daughter Dance Walk Away from Love by Bitty Mclean
• First Dance song being Bonafied Love by Buju Banton

• The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill by Ms. Lauryn Hill
• The Diary of Alicia Keys by Alicia Keys
• The Queen is Dead by The Smiths
• Static & Silence by The Sundays
• Let's Get it On (Deluxe Edition) by Marvin Gaye
• Mama's Gun by Erukah Badu
• Mr. Mention by Buju Banton
• Grace by Jeff Buckley
• All Things Must Pass by George Harrison
• Stankonia 25th Anniversary Edition by Outkast
• The College Dropout by Kanye West