- Sorry if this isn't a list, and if it's going to be a longer post than others. This is simply a longer version of what I've written on my AO3 profile (and more truthful, as it hasn't been updated in months).
- First thing is, I'm slowly detaching myself from the fanfiction world. This doesn't mean I will stop writing fanfics altogether, because I still have ideas for, among all fandoms, Captain Tsubasa and Dragon Ball. It's simply to say that I will write less fanfics!
- Secondly, the main reason why I'm writing this is because I did stop writing YYH fanfics and engaging with the fandom for multiple reasons. I won't talk about it, because it's all personal, but I don't feel comfortable even seeing the posts and fanarts about it. That's how bad it is, and how bad my experience was. What this doesn't mean: that I stopped loving the manga or my favs. Of course not! I still love the manga/anime (with all its flaws), I still buy Koenma merch, LOL! But it's simply a thing I enjoy by myself (if I want to) and I don't feel the need to talk about it with anybody if not selected people and with my own pace.
- Still about my YYH fanfics: If you don't see them anymore, that's because I finally decided to delete them, after thinking about it for a year after reposting them (and was UNSURE to repost them that same period). The first reason is here, the second is because I was never sure about them anyway :') The only one staying is Baseline because I'm thinking about what to do with it, if keep it or delete it.
- Of course, the same things goes to fanarts. I may still keep collaboration stuff on my tumblr, or very few old posts, but nothing else. Mostly because the OCs I've been using for my fanfics were absolutely not YYH OCs in the slightest, but just characters from my own stories that I used for fun and to experiment a little with writing. However, the misunderstanding about it is fair, since I did use them for fanfics, but for my own reasons. Just, I don't want them to be remembered as YYH OCs, because they're not. I write stories and books that I want to publish, merch I'm experimenting with, and so on. They're mine as well as the world they live in.
- Whoever is reading this, if you're my friend you'll understand. Especially if I've talked about it with you. If you're not a friend and you're just a curious writer, it might be a start of a friendship over writing and I might share with you the Google Docs where I've written my YYH fanfics if you still want to read them! Be aware, though, all that you've read prior to this. I won't post or repost them anymore. No thinking back.
- That said, thank you for reading this.
may 7 2020 ∞
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