i used a spreadsheet to track my crying from july 2023 to september 2024 and it was kind of boring, but i'm going to save the most entertaining reasons for crying here

• jul. 22, sat, 07:30pm: the barbie movie
• jul. 25, tue, 01:33pm: a tiktok comment saying "my mom named me after what she used to name her barbie's daughter"
• jul. 27, thu, 05:37pm: tiktok where girl's mom and mom's friends surprised girl with super trouper for her bachelorette party
• jul. 28, fri, 07:00pm: barbie again
• aug. 04, fri, 12:45pm: told parents i wanted to get assessed for adhd (they were supportive i was just scared)
• oct. 09, mon, 05:40pm: the song in hamilton where philip dies
• oct. 24, tue, 05:38pm: super trouper again
• nov. 28, tue, 02:19pm: girl and dog in a dog show freestyle dance competition (?); song was crackerjack by dolly parton
• dec. 07, thu, 12:35am: rottmnt movie why did leo look at the picture, choke back a sob, and smile. obliterated me
• dec. 07, thu, 12:42am: worm (my dog) was rubbing her face and being cute and i was still crying about leo
• dec. 11, mon, 07:52am: dom and me being sappy about loving each other and being friends
• dec. 12, fri, 08:58pm: a tiktok where a girl bound her friend's favorite fic into a book
• jan. 15, mon, 01:49pm: read a comic about future donnie's death :| why do i have three ninja turtle reasons recorded. then i talked to dom about how happy i was that we were friends
• jan. 23, tue, 03:30pm: felt overwhelmed by my teaching program and was spiraling (why am i like this? ← that sort of line of thinking)
  • 03:45pm: continued the cry from earlier
• jan. 27, sat, 01:09pm: pokemon concierge when pikachu learns to speak loudly :(
• jan. 27, sat, 11:30pm: i was full of emotion after that aprilnardo fic so i went to watch important benslie parks and rec episodes again to get it out of my system
• jan. 29, mon, 03:09pm: this one page of that lime yuri manga.. i teared up bc oosawa is crying hgfhh
• jan. 31, wed, 12:49am: all i did was LOOK at the title "dear theodosia"
  • 12:54am: ok i listened to dear theodosia :|
• feb. 19, mon, 09:30pm: pokemon concierge again....
• mar. 23, sat, 09:41pm: old picture of twinkie (our old dog) with lookalikes of worm and her brother
• apr. 03, wed, 04:15pm: this video by lucy knisley
  • 04:37pm: ^THE SAME THING.
  • apr. 14, sun, 12:58am: ^THE SAME THING.
• apr. 14, sun, 02:30pm: lena saving webby in the ducktales s1 finale :(((