; his words

• " i was deceiving myself the whole time and i finally know what i want "
• " if i was choosen a year to go back again , it would be sec 2 and i'm glad that i said that during class outing"
• " i don't mind falling for you again "
  • " and the feelings came back "
• " actually i want to change myself becoming better at the end of sec 2 and chase you during sec 3 "
• " everytime we talk about this/feel like this , i grew more attached to you "
• " i got the temptation but i try to control it right now "
• " i will make you lose all your insecurities when you are with me "
• *hugs tightly*
• " today i am assured that i really don't want to let go of you "
• " my feelings for you are so deep right now "
• " wish we were like this everyday "
• " we are literally two same sides on the same coin "
• " my girlfriend may not be the prettiest girl , i still love her who she is "
• " i didn't regret my decision of falling for you again. and this feelings are deep right now "
• " with every week that passes , we get more and more attached to each other and i am more and more clingy towards you "
• " wish could see more of this face (sleeping face) . so cute "
• " no.1 is my happy and cheerful ... 2nd is my act cute ... 3rd is blur ... "
• " everyday i miss seeing you and your smile "
• " no matter what may happen , hoping i will always be still into you "
• " no matter how far apart we are , there are still pieces of me with u in the form of the rabbit and those stars "
• " tis babyy any moment can easily captivate my eyes "
• " well no matter wut argh anything tht happens to you will affect me argh "
• " you choose those songs that represent us thought that i can give you something as your present

; songs represent us

• " we don't talk anymore " - charlie puth ft. selena gomez
• " sad song " - we the kings
• " little do you know " - alex & sierra
• " stay " - black pink
• " everything has changed " - taylor swift & ed sheeran
• " everytime we touch " - cascada
• " you belong with me " - taylor swift
• " let me love you " - dj snake ft. justin bieber
• " i really like you " - carly rae jepsen
• " perfect " - one direction

; him

• cannot express how much it light up my day just by seeing him , his smiles , his voice
• the time i really regretted that i didn't do anything or make the first move instead
  • i wonder what are we when that really happen
    • glad things become better right now
• best guy friend in sec sch
• one of the persons i can confide in easily
• rant buddy
• never fails to disturb me
• how funny our friendship blossom despite different classes and knowing each other by chinese classes
  • from strangers to schoolmates to chinese classmates to friends to good friends to best friends to couple
• thanks for making me feel the world is worth to live , making me feel different , feel belong , feel loved
• his hugs , his leans on my back/shoulder , his hands
• every note written inside of his jar of stars
• his priceless reaction when i bought him a nail cutter from korea
• his adorable faces he make , cute voices , his blur self , his drunk/high/partying self , his happy self , his wuliao self . i love all sides of him so much
• he's too handsome and adorable for my heart take it
• i love him more than the previous day that i love him
• thank you for always being there for me and letting me cry on you

; memorable dates

• 17/10/16 : everything was revealed after bearing it for 2 years and knowing his feelings deep down when he deceived himself
• 18/10/16 : his endless hugs and thanks for understanding
• 22/10/16 : his endless hugs , leans on my back , his cute side of being embarrassed , held hands
• 28/10/16 : endless hugs , protection , talking out stuff , his leaning for like 3 hours , make his face red 4 times , x2 forehead kiss by him
• 31/10/16 : walking back with me from fajar to cck , the two temptation to kiss my cheek... , kiss my hand two times
• 7/11/16 : thank you for the endless cuddling and kisses
• 11/11/16 : official day together - thanks for the jar of notes and soft toy
• 17/11/16 : first official date - movie + kbox + walking in cck park
  • the way he looks at me when singing ' everytime we touch '
  • the way we look at each other when singing ' everything has changed ' and ' perfect '
  • when he pull me and sit on his lab and fall onto the sofa and he kissed my cheek
  • we tried the ' pocky ' game tat rm did
  • the long hug before we parted goodbyes before flying to korea and long cheek kiss
• 5/12/16 : second official date - singapore art musuem
  • couple outfits ♡
  • when he didn't want to let me go and grab onto me tightly - through this i really really love him so much and his own strong feelings towards me
  • unboxing twice album and we got cheated
  • tried pocky game
  • lost our first kiss and we did it 4 times (the last one esp omg)
  • still feeling it on my lips after we parted ways
• 11/12/16 : 1st month anniversary - the amount of passionate countless kisses we have in the playground
• 29/12/16 : third official date - bowling + walking around marina area : gardens by the bay + marina bay sands + marina square + suntec
  • he's so so so adorable my heart cannot take it
  • his passionate kisses
• 19/1/17 : my birthday celebration - astons + shopping for his cny clothes + kbox
  • finally eating at a restaurant tgt
  • can't wait to see him at his cny clothes !!
  • 1hr of kbox session passionate kisses
    • really thank you heehee . one of the best gifts i could ask for
      • wish it was like this everyday , every hour , every minute , every second
  • still feeling your lips on my lips , your hand running through my hair my face my body my back , you lying above me , me lying on you , our feet touching each other
• 10/2/17 : marina barrage
  • playing uno and monopoly deal
    • trash him at my 2nd round of monopoly deal laughs
• 14/2/17 : valentines day date
  • artscience museum : where art meets science
    • finally a proper photo together
  • the long fast walk from mbs to suntec to buy tickets & eat
  • astons again !!
  • movie date : take 2
    • funny and nice movie
  • shopping at suntec
    • discover a very cool anime shop :>
  • kfc dinner date - finally have dinner with him
    • trying kfc chizza (5.5/10)
    • felt like a princess hahaha him feeding me <3
    • thanks kfc staff for the lollipop and chocolate
  • the long parted tight hugs and kisses
    • still felt his touch on my skin ><