skincare + self-care, collecting trinkets, miffy, littlest pet shop, calico critters, cosmetics, fashion, astrology, journaling, subliminals & positive affirmations, my three close friends, beauty, getting my hair done, finding myself, music that feels like floating, spiritualism, philosophical debates, creative writing.

these are the characters that I identify with. I tend to find pieces of my identity in all sorts of characters in many different medias.

• kabru
• rarity
• jinshi
• rafayel
• faruzan
• zanka nijiku
• kilo oneiroi (oc)

stockholm, scandinavian, preppy, minimalist, athleisure, quiet luxury, coastal, socal, soft glam, clean, king kylie, sleek streetwear.

• quiescent: a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
• chimerical: merely imaginary; fanciful.
• susurrus: a whispering or rustling sound.
• raconteur: one who excels in story-telling.
• clinquant: glittering; tinsel-like.
• aubade: a song greeting the dawn.
• ephemeral: lasting for a very short time.
• sempiternal: everlasting; eternal.
• euphonious: pleasing; sweet in sound.
• billet-doux: a love letter.
• redamancy: act of loving in return.
• eudaimonia: true happiness.

• nobody's son · sabrina carpenter
• rilkean heart · cocteau twins
• marble phone · yung lean & kreayshawn
• all for me · mariah the scientist
• stay ready (what a life) · jhene aiko & kendrick lamar

desi is a former burnt out shut-in who's slowly learning to come out of his shell and figure out his identity. he keeps to himself, but he doesn't mind having just a few genuine friends.

he keeps up his appearance with skincare and nice clothing and will sometimes wither away when he's caught looking terrible in public. his appearance is very important to him, so refrain from unnecessary or false comments about the way he looks.

desi likes to be very calm and neutral, but he has a few mental disabilities that may hinder this, so please be patient with him and he will always do his best to make sure you feel comfortable around him.

morning.

• skin1004 poremizing deep cleansing foam
• the ordinary salicylic acid 2% anhydrous serum
• skin1004 tea-trica ampoule
• abib glutathiosome dark spot care serum
• skin1004 tea-trica b5 cream
• abib glutathiosome vita cream
• la roche posay anthelios sunscreen

night.

• skin1004 poremizing deep cleansing foam
• the ordinary salicylic acid 2% anhydrous serum
• skin1004 tea-trica ampoule
• abib glutathiosome dark spot care serum
• skin1004 tea-trica b5 cream
• abib glutathiosome vita cream

↻ re-fill · ♡ favorite · ✧ try

cleaners.

• la roche posay effaclar dual action acne cleanser ✧
• skin1004 tea-trica bha foam cleanser ✧
• skin1004 poremizing deep cleansing foam ✧
• nosca9 deep pore cleansing foam
• medicube zero foam cleanser
• medicube zero pore capsule deep cleanser

serums.

• celimax pore+dark spot brightening serum ♡
• abib glutathiosome dark spot care serum ✧

masks.

• medicube kojic acid turmeric overnight mask ♡↻
• medicube zero pore blackhead mud facial mask

sunscreens.

• 聲の形 (koe no katachi)
• 斉木楠雄のΨ難 (saiki kusuo no sai-nan)
• ダンダダン (dandadan)
• チェンソーマン (chainsaw man)
• 薬屋のひとりごと (the apothecary diaries)
• 鬼滅の刃 (kimetsu no yaiba)
• ノラガミ (noragami)
• 光が死んだ夏 (the summer hikaru died)
• その着せ替え人形は恋をする (my dress-up darling)
• 古見さんは、コミュ症です。 (komi can't communicate)
• ダンジョン飯 (dungeon meshi)
• ゆびさきと恋々 (yubisaki to renren)
• 【推しの子】 (oshi no ko)
• ブルーロック (blue lock)
• 地縛少年花子くん (toilet-bound hanako-kun)
• serial experiments lain

health.

• drink more water
• reduce sugar intake
• fix sleep schedule
• ab workouts 3 days a week
• body recomp by december

academic.

• reach out to admissions counselor
• look at offered majors for fit & swcc
• explore online course options
• read at least 2 books per week

work.

• become acquainted with store standards
• properly welcome customers as they enter
• memorize store sales goals

cosmetics.

• glossier icy lip glaze
• glossier rose balm dotcom
• clarins lip comfort hydrating oil
• saie slip tint tinted moisturizer shade seven
• cnp propolis jelly lipcerin 01 original

fashion.

• kate spade wallet + bag
• aritzia sweatfleece hoodie
• lululemon define jacket (luon)

perfumes.

• burberry blush
• jimmy choo I want choo
• replica afternoon delight
• replica bubble bath

priority/to better my mind.

• jane eyre - charlotte bronte
• I who have never known men - jacqueline harpman
• I'm thinking of ending things - iain reid
• the virgin suicides - jeffrey eugenides
• my year of rest and relaxation - ottessa moshfegh
• the stranger - albert camus
• the lover - marguerite duras
• the bell jar - sylvia plath
• the trial - franz kafka
• the wall - marlen haushofer
• the republic - plato
• the symposium - plato
• confessions - augustine of hippo
• the book of disquiet - fernando pessoa
• stoner - john williams
• nausea - jean-paul sartre
• crime & punishment - fyodor dostoevsky
• notes from underground - fyodor dostoevsky
• the myth of sisyphus - albert camus