• "i don't know what you saw in me." "saw? i still see it."
• answers my calls with her sleepy voice.
• asks me to play games with her.
• asks to hear about my thoughts.
• blows air into my eyes when i stare for too long.
  • blows air into my mouth, even.
• buys me games when she doesn't have to.
• calls me amazing.
• calls me stupid when i yap too long. <3
• calls me when he's driving around.
• cuddles. she's so comfy.
• dilates her pupils when we talk or look at each other.
• dms me out of nowhere.
• doesn't mind if i cry.
• gets flustered when i tell her she's pretty.
• gets irritated when i use my awful british accent.
• gives me eskimo kisses.
• goes online within seconds of me sending her a message.
• has good posture that shrimps up when she reads in class.
• hugs me from behind.
• invites me to her house.
  • especially when it's short notice <3
• joins voice call when i ask her to.
• keyboard spams over text.
• kisses every part of me — she says i deserve it all.
• kisses me as soon as she gets the chance.
• kisses my forehead and nose when we cuddle.
• knows way too much about osu mapping.
• laughs, both the silent and vocal ones.
• lets me sleep while she reads.
• lets me stalk her flights.
• lets me walk her to class.
• listened to the song i sent her once.
• listens to me rant about anything.
• looks at me.
• loves kissing me just as much as i love kissing her.
• makes eye contact with me.
• makes her way into my dreams almost every night.
• makes no sense when she's tired.
• makes sure to have less 3s in her heart emoticons so i can outheart her
• messages me whenever i'm thinking about her.
• moves items out of one of her hands to hold mine.
• offers up her coat.
• opens up to me.
• pops into my head whenever i listen to a love song.
• pouts and head tilts when i airbox her.
• puts my comfortability first and never pushes me to do anything.
• reaffirms my boundaries.
• reassures me when i get sad.
• reminds me that we're both real.
• says "i love you too. so much." god.
• says she misses me.
• says she's going to cry when i bully her.
• says only she can be hypocritical and deflects compliments.
• scratches my head slightly.
• sends godawful memes.
• separates the "crust" from her uncrustables.
• showers me in compliments until i get flustered.
• shows me her concerning "music" taste. (300bpm speedcore is not music)
• sits next to me during lunch.
• smiles when i do.
• squeaks when i bite her.
• squeezes her arms around me when i hug her from behind.
• stayed on call with me while playing rorr once when i fell asleep after school.
• stays up with me to make sure i don't go to sleep alone, even if it's over text.
• streams on twitch.
  • i listen to her while i play celeste
• suffered through celeste for me.
• surprise kisses me on the temple when i'm talking.
• takes advantage of my ticklish spots.
• talks about random topics.
• talks about the future with me.
• talks to me about the plot in her books.
• tells me she'd be more than happy to see me messaging her when she's in voice call or streaming.
• tells me she's disappointed for me knowing genshin and hsr characters.
• tells me she's so happy we're dating.
• tells me how she's feeling, both good and/or bad.
• tells me in advance when she isn't showing up to school.
• tells me there's no way she could forget i exist.
• tells me to stop playing celeste for the sake of my sanity.
• tells me whenever tanger or shayy uploads.
• tells stories about her childhood.
• thanks me for checking up on her.
• ties her coat to her waist.
• told me about how her bed smells like her after i come over.
• tries to convince me to sleep early.
• twitches when she sleeps.
• understands my boundaries.
• watches the celeste gameplay i send her.
• waves at me when she picks me up to go to her house.
• whispers "i love you".
• wouldn't mind if i woke her up for comfort.
• reminds me to take deep breaths when i need to.
• looks for my camera when we call online; she always calls when she plays lethal company. she always tabs out to look for me.

10/06/2023 - present.