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& i love to love to love you;
& i hate to hate to hate you;
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― lower content . . .

  • goro akechi | ≤ 50%
  • homelander | ≤ 45% (THIS IS A BIT)
  • billy butcher | ≤ 40%

― higher content . . .

  • louis de pointe du lac | 85-95%
    • ”he exemplifies melancholy and loneliness and is the only character tormented by existential questions of morality. it is not long into louis's vampire life that he is asking questions such as, 'am i damned? am i from the devil? is my very nature that of a devil?' [...] louis’s conversion to immortality hasn’t made his depressive personality any better. but unlike his maker, he still cares for the lives of humans, even saying, 'forgive me if i have a lingering respect for life.' he is a passionate and caring person. but his passion can also manifest as anger, which is frequently focused on lestat.”
    • ”louis longs for the man lestat could have been and the relationship they would have had, had lestat not been so closed off to him. an emotional barrier is set between them, probably stemming back to lestat's childhood [...] when i am reading about lestat and louis, i don’t feel that love is a good enough word to describe their relationship. love is there, but it needs to be broken down in order to fully appreciate the nuances of louis and lestat's relationship [...] it seems that love calls for more than louis and lestat may be willing to accept, or at least willing to admit even to themselves, leaving them emotionally jumbled. there is intimacy, affection and fear between them. the fear of what losing that connection might mean.”
  • rhaenyra targaryen | 85-95%
    • ”rhaenyra was charismatic, confident [...] & despite her fiery personality, she was passionate, and loved truly.”
  • daenerys targaryen | 70-85%
    • ”she is often described as honourable & compassionate, if somewhat naïve [...] although she can be harsh & vengeful against those who seek to harm her or her followers.”
  • anakin skywalker | 60-75%
    • ”he loves intensely. he treats droids like real people. he puts others before himself. he, like the jedi, believe it's their duty to protect others. however anakin is not like the other jedi in that he knew what it was like to have a family. he had a natural inclination to favouritism. the jedi being detached as they were must have seen anakin as highly eccentric, & maybe were a little jealous of his courage [...] unlike most of the jedi anakin was very rash. sitting around & pondering or meditating went against his nature and he would rather do something and think about consequences later.”
    • ”anakin’s greatest flaw is his vengefulness. if he doesn’t learn to control it, the drive for vengeance could end up ruining him – & the rest of the galaxy along with him.”
  • kylo ren | 85-95%
    • ”he possesses a very dualistic nature, and is full of internal conflict, at war with himself between a powerful, fearsome, ruthless, courageous persona & a vulnerable, empathetic, uncertain internal self.”
    • ”[...] hot-headed & erratic. kylo is filled with a great deal of rage and angst, making him unstable. that lack of stability, though, when paired with his powerful use of the force, makes him a dangerous and formidable foe. he’s deep, multifacited, & unpredictable.”
  • harleen quinzel/harley quinn | 80-90%
    • ”first i want to say before we really get into this: harley quinn is not stupid (crazy, but not stupid), in fact she is a genius [...] so then why does she PRETEND to be stupid? [...] even though she’s always seemingly pursuing something, she doesn’t exactly know what for, she’s constantly seeking a sense of identity but doesn’t know how. when looking at her psychology you can see she is a character full of conflicting personas - she creates the first harley quinn persona for the joker & it was easier to create this persona of herself because as she says 'i loved flushing away the control. the goals. the regiment way of life i’d had. i was finally free. free to forget. to play for fun. to play crazy [...] the downside of this is that i’ve started to feel numb. in school they had a name for it: dissociation. my rational mind can recognize pain when i see it. but my rational mind is in a pretty small box'. [...] she uses her obsessions to help define herself. ”
  • ellie williams | 65-75%
    • ”she is characterized as strong, witty, & 'a little rough around the edges' [...] having lost many people in her life, she suffers from severe monophobia & survivor's guilt.”
    • ”ellie is considerably rash, foul-mouthed, impulsive, & temperamental, & isn’t fazed by the notion of using violence as a means to an end or profanity as a way of expressing how she feels. however, she manages to maintain a particular innocence as she has yet to see the darkest sides of human nature and retains a palpable trust in people.”
  • frenchie | 85-95%
    • ”[...] loyal, resourceful, & impulsive. vast crimes aside, frenchie is a truly empathetic person.”
    • ”a drug-dabbling, gunrunning jack-of-all-trades, frenchie’s skillsets are an invaluable resource to butcher & the boys, but his impulsive decisions are an eternal source of frustration to MM.”
  • astarion | 65-75%
    • ”astarion's personality at the start is very much influenced by his background as a high elf magistrate & his time spent as a vampire spawn slave. astarion is charming, cunning, & witty. but, having felt abandoned by the world & its heroes, astarion is also very bitter, cynical, manipulative, distrustful, & vengeful. his top priorities are his own autonomy, his own safety, & his revenge on cazador [...] astarion at the beginning of the game is very fear-motivated & has a low self-worth, despite his confident & arrogant persona. he will attempt to manipulate others with sex to get them on his side so that he has protection from cazador, as he believes sex is all he is good for & it is one of few ways he knows how to form relationships with other people. he is also willing to do almost anything to gain power or advantage so that he can secure his own safety & avoid being under cazador's control again, even if it means harming others or doing something he finds personally distasteful. although, he has reservations about sacrificing his bodily autonomy even if it means he can gain an advantageous power. [...] however, as the story progresses, he can develop & change his personality depending on how he is guided during his questline. if astarion's fears, beliefs, & unhealthy behaviors are contested, he will begin to deconstruct his cynical worldview, learning to stand up for himself, show empathy toward others, reconcile with those he has hurt in the past, form genuine bonds with people he trusts, & start to heal.”
  • the machinist
    • this is sort of a joke... but also not really. extremely passionate, dresses masc, anger issues, punk, tinkers................. thats me fr.
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