core —

— a list of characters / ideas i relate to heavily. (note: i do not kin these characters, only relate to their personalities!)

main —

— ⇢ takamine midori ( enstars )

• i connect extremely well with his main flaw because it's my main flaw as well, so it hurts quite a bit
• hates conflict, and facing painful, difficult, scary, unpleasant things (src: baton pass)
• "but i'm tired of being the me who is nothing, so..." (src: supernova)
• gets upset when criticized for "not doing enough" when we're doing the best we can (src: orihime & hikoboshi)
• delaying things and then regretting not doing it sooner (src: zodiac pt. 1)
• "just what do you see in me?"
• entering a profession because it was the "easy way through" (src: baton pass)
• can do it if we try
• bad with conversations, awkward, not sure of what to say
• finds it hard to call people friends (in my case, because i'm afraid the other doesn't consider me that way)
• never had many friends
• not good with dealing with criticism
• mood easily swayed
• lazy, sleepy, late-nights
• feels like an inconvenience / dragging people down
• wants to blend in yet hates being so incompetent
• finds it hard to ask for help
• thinks self to be uninteresting
• emotionally sensitive
• loves plushies and cute things
• has a teasing nature to people we're comfortable with

— ennoshita chikara ( haikyuu!! )

• "plain-looking"
• doesn't attract attention
• lacks confidence
• self-deprecates??
• somewhat lazy
• feels as if (we're) not good enough
• takes care of others
• somewhat sarcastic
• looks sleepy all the time
• "but i ran away"... doesn't pursue opportunities due to the hardships associated with said opportunity
  • "coward"

secondary —

— aoba tsumugi ( ensemble stars! )

• anxious
• sensitive
• ( seems to be ) unfazed to jibes
• dullens emotions
• lucky items
  • though not superstitious i have whims about "lucky & unlucky situations/objects"
• wears glasses
• emotionally unstable
• acts nice & friendly with others
• dislikes hurting others
• does others wrong anyhow
• "average, not talented"
• likes supporting others
• dislikes the cold
• libraries
• "i am a trash worm"...
• "i will treat it as another's affair and won't be hurt" sudden revelation that this is?? actually true. dammit
  • also i did an enstars "who are you" test and i got tsumugi
  • even before knowing who tsumugi is i have always been wary of sakasaki natsume ( that being said sakasaki is a good boy )

— riko sakurauchi ( love live! )

• reserved, modest
• likes indoor activities
• looks calm and mature
• panics easily
• jumps to conclusions and makes mistakes
• does not think (we) are special
• plays the piano, composes
• likes sandwiches

— hanamaru kunikida ( love live! )

• hardworking, diligent
• reads alone
• easily distracted
• self-depreciating??
• gentle, caring
• procrastinator
• "neither cute nor interesting"

other —

• kozume kenma ( haikyuu!! )
• hajime shino ( enstars )
  • socially inept
  • likes reading
  • diligent
• minami kotori ( ll )