• (01/01/2016) The Imposter
• (01/02/2016) The Hateful Eight
• (01/03/2016) No Country For Old Men (re-watched)
• (01/15/2016) The Revenant
• (01/16/2016) High Anxiety
• (01/22/2016) The Last Emperor
• (01/23/2016) Alien (re-watched)
• (02/04/2016) Money For Nothing
• (02/06/2016) Hail, Caesar!
• (02/06/2016) Final Destination 3
• (02/15/2016) The Matrix Revolutions (re-watched)
• (02/18/2016) The Witch
• (02/20/2016) Lost For Life
• (02/20/2016) Trainwreck
• (02/27/2016) Gods of Egypt
• (02/28/2016) Plant Pure Nation
• (02/28/2016) Breath of the Gods
• (03/04/2016) Amy
• ....... this fell apart.

• Power v. Force
• Atitudinal healing
• Jerry Jampolsky
• Sallyan Gelic
• http://www.sandylevey.com/courses/poc.ht...

• stove top popcorn
• riesling coq au vin
• curried chicken soup

• acupuncture weekly
• unlimited minty toothpicks
• endless patchouli oils
• vipassana retreat in plum village and/or Thailand
• meditation retreat wit ram dass and/or jack kornfield
• dtfh t shirts to boot
• omega institute program(s)
• Hermiston watermelons year-round
• many, many doges:
  • corgis galore
  • Great Dane steed
  • flowy blonde lab
  • Jack Russell terrier (that don't eat shit up indiscriminately)
  • dachshunds
  • husky for Alaska sledding
  • red golden retriever
• some fancy bras (see: cosabella?)

• popeyes
• maryland
• getting held
• holding other
• cheap chinese liquor
• lil big planet

i owe freda

• junior mints
• haribo berries
• heath bar
• hershey's cookies and cream
• miniature york peppermint patties
• airheads
• airheads extremes sour candy
• blow pops
• red & orange fruit slices
• twix bars
• peanut m&ms
• peanut butter malt balls

• kapha-pitta
• INFJ
• aquarius (sun)
• libra (moon)
• avoidant / ambivalent love addict
• enneagram type 5
• A HYPER SENSITIVE PERSON
• vertebrate
• borderline personality disorder?

• "downtown dallas highways"
• "damask fabric steering wheel"
• "how do i use were"
• "children party magicians dallas tx"
• "what are balloon animals made of"
• "parts of the foot"
• "appealed for help"
• "hot flash"
• "kmart tops"
• "ross dress-for-less"
• "drunk synonyms"
• "shiner bock"
• "the billiard den"
• "the sign read"
• "self-abnegation"

• Louis CK
• Nick Swardson
• Patton Oswalt
• Zach Galifianakis
• John Mulaney
• Maria Bamford
• Aziz Ansari
• http://youtu.be/6L37rwcg8EY
• Joe Rogan
• Duncan Trussell
• Joey "Coco" Diaz

• http://www.polyamoryonline.org
• From Lessons for the Living
• Intimate Conversation with Mother Earth
• The Beats: Remember the Tea
• http://youtu.be/TfIqvZLIZz8
• Brain, Consciousness and our Sun
• Clips from Secrets of our Living Planet
• http://youtu.be/dWfzDVT5Tmo
• http://youtu.be/kAeYg0iWXzs
• Tolstoy About Fear
• The Halo Effect
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnAnAGIMt...
• Schumann Resonance/Earth Breathing

• ✔ haircut
• new TEVAs
• ✔ sum classy work shoes
• eye mask
• ✔ body scrub
• ✔ good body lotion
• ✔ yoga classes
• big purse to hold all my goodies
  • briefcase?
  • tiny backpack?
• journal
• work binder/folders?
• dc-ready winter jacket
• razors
• shoe basket

• men are from mars, women are from venus
• the glass castle
• the 5 love languages
• sex at dawn
• harry potter 1-5, again
• harry potter 6-7, never b4
• gravity's rainbow
• the crying of lot 49

• (01/01/2015) Manhattan Murder Mystery (re-watched)
• (01/02/2015) Nurse Betty (re-watched)
• (01/03/2015) The Imitation Game
• (01/03/2015) The Sapphires
• (01/09/2015) Clue (re-watched)
• (01/10/2015) Inherent Vice
• (01/11/2015) Best In Show (re-watched)
• (01/13/2015) The Ring (re-watched)
• (01/14/2015) The Conformist
• (01/16/2015) Taken 3
• (01/21/2015) The Lego Movie
• (01/23/2015) To Die For (re-watched)
• (02/05/2015) Five Easy Pieces (re-watched)
• (02/07/2015) Naked Lunch (re-watched)
• (02/13/2015) Jupiter Ascending
• (02/15/2015) The Orphanage
• (02/16/2015) Michael Clayton (re-watched)
• (02/20/2015) Wet Hot American Summer (re-...

• "a psychopath is a bold, cunning, human predator-parasite, highly self-absorbed and unhindered by feelings for others, that obtains pleasure from emotional attention, dominance, control, and manipulation"

• "moby dick" by herman mellville
• "gravity's rainbow" by thomas pynchon
• "vineland" by thomas pynchon

The updated plethora

• Taking a shower after 3+ oily days
• Sufficiently feeling my feels
• Hanging out with momma & Stephan
• Hanging out with pops
• Falafel
• Secrecy
• Haribo berries
• That rare post movie joy buzz
• The Duncan Trussell Family Hour
• Getting prized alone time
• A new Bollywood movie
• Crying
• Seeing my Dana
• Vomiting my academic ego all over some unsuspecting classroom
• The illusion of progress
• popcorn and junior mints
• Gettin cozy at the gay pound

• Isolation tanking
• Write a homily
• Tattoos
  • lil monkey
  • mary magdalene
  • "holy spirit help me to perceive this correctly"
• Smell me that sweet Indian cow dung
• Attend HFASS service in Denver
• Living Miracles Monastery
• Sky dive
• Get my masters
• Finish all 12 steps
• Sponsor someone
• AIDS Life Cycle
• Run a marathon
• Ayurveda training in Santa Fe
• Build a Buddhist sand mandala
• Hit up Burning Man
• Take up some kinda jogging/running

following all the unnecessary adjustments aramark's made to hayden in the last 6-9 months

• Hummus, lettuce, tomato, pickle & banana pepper sandwich on toasted multigrain roll
• Sweet potato tots (saturdays usually)
• Vegetable bulgur casserole
• Freekeh patties with peach coulis
• Blackened tofu slices

• Butch Saloom
• Royal Cutts
• Malcolm Cutts
• Clem
• Narcisse Chamberlain

• David Lynch, darkness and light
• David Lynch, ideas as sea creatures
• David Lynch, Maxim in the morning
• Agent Dale Cooper & his Ruffles
• Weird Daily Weather Report - march 2006

• The witching hour
• Three-dimensional space
• The "Great Retreat" undertaken in Tibetan Buddhism: 3 years, 3 months, and 3 days of meditative silence
• Past, present, and future
• Triangular or pyramidal UFOs
• The Chimera in Greek mythology
• "Vinegar Tasters", allegorical composition depicting the three founders of China's major philosophical/religious traditions: Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism
• Silver Towers framing "Bust of Sylvette" in University Village
• Succession of three-point/alternating shots in John Woo's "The Killer"
• Cerberus the three-headed dog
• Beginning, middle & end
• Saturn returns
  • First return: age 27-29

• The Thing
• Hausu

• queen of earth
• tab hunter: confidential
• welcome to leith
• steve jobs
• jafar panahi's taxi
• partisan
• time out of mind

• Serial listenings
• it's always sunny
• popcorn
• wrangling with my fckd computer

• chaplain
• college admissions director
• jungian psychologist
• spiritual counselor
• inter-religious dialogue facilitator/mediator
• dishwasher
• k-12 counselor

• will
• fear
• chicken broth
• $$
• grades
• assessing "you became a man and overcame your fucking weakness"
• assessing which side of my tights matches up with my butt

• avoiding chinatown hoodlums
• avoiding all de mistakes
• olive pimento tofu tomatoes & onion from bagels on the square
• manic duncan trussell listening
• worrying i'm the jellyfish
• 711 bean and cheese burritos
• talkin too much in western class

• Crore
• Lakh
• mooslims
  • Moharram
  • Noha/nauha
  • Soz
  • Imambargah
• Zamindar
• Adivasi
• Satyameve Jayate eps

A smattering of personal favorites from what modern-era Bollywood I've yet seen (taking DDLJ as a starting point), rather limited with respect to the actual girth of the whole canon; watch them in HD if you can

• "Maar Dala" - Devdas
• "Chaiyya Chaiyya" - Dil Se
• "Satarangi Re" - Dil Se
• "Ho Gaya Hai Tujhko To Pyaar Sajna" - Di...
• "Mehndi Laga Ke" - Dilwale Dulhania Le J...
• "Ruk Ja O Dil" - Dilwale Dulhania Le Jay...
• "Tujhe Dekha To" - Dilwale Dulhania Le J...
• "Ishq Shava" - Jab Tak Hai Jaan
• "Jiya Re" - Jab Tak Hai Jaan
• "Rock N Roll Soniye" - Kabhi Alvida Na K...
• "Raghupati Raghav" - Kuch Kuch Hota Hai
• "Saajan Ji Ghar Aaye" - Kuch Kuch Hota H...
• "Tujhe Yaad Na Meri Aayee" - Kuch Kuch H...
• "Deewangi Deewangi" - Om Shanti Om