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• obsessed with my spotify
• people bigger then me >>>
• in love with nick wilde
• chicken salad is my comfort food
• caparisun enthusiast
• literally if ur a ginger or a strawberry blonde im in love w/ u
• easily impressed
• play the piano
• bugs are really cool
• Star Wars omfg so good
• ducks and cats are my fave animals :))
• everyone should hug me more
• GIVE ME KISSES ON MY HEAD
• no pain tolerance lmfao
• not anemic, just very dehydrated
• eyeliner is everything, (also highlighter)
• I LOVE TINY HOUSES I WANNA LIVE IN ONE SO BAD
• omfg peachios and Twix, sea salt caramels and gushers, my fave candy AH
• all I want to do is love everyone as much as I can and make sure they know it
• everything is funny
• I love Jesus <3
• journalin and scrapbooking!!!!
• books are good I miss being a reader
• GLITTER
• I love my best friend I could write an essay and win an award
• every single day I try and manifest someone coming and hugging me
• i love moving sidewalks sm
• I will talk to u if u look intriguing
• I always need reassurance lmfao
• I love the post office
• I am obsessed with the way my mom, my best friend and the way spring morning smells
• I LOVE MY ROOF
• I change my room like all the time
• constantly taking pictures of things I love
• tiny eyebrows >>>>>
• I want to be small
• I want to always bask in the sunlight
• I literally couldn't live without milk
• I really like the sun :)
• ICARUS OMFG IM OBBSESSED
• im overly fond of my nicknames and highly prefer that im addressed by them other then my actual name
• bruh im a straight up compulsive liar for no reason lmfao kind of a red flag. if u ask me I dont even know if what abt me is real anymore
• MY SECOND FAVORITE COLOR IS NEON GREEN I WANT MY EYES TO BLEED WOOOO GOOD COLOR
• y2k!!!!!
• not a furry but the highlight of my life was when my favorite furry artists told me she liked my character designs and was so thankful for my support and pinned my comment :))
• I am always dancing. always. literally forever busting a move
• I am going to marry ppcocaine
• im so fkin chatty omg can I shut up
• dabbing is so funny omg
• CROCS
• be nice to me its the law
• pasta omfg
• I have an unhealthy attachment to this yellow hoodie I have
• babymax is my life line.
• I want. all the stuffed animals. ever
• WOOOO FRUIT SNANKCS
• carnations <33
• I really love when other people do my hair :D
• god I lOVE cuddling
• I know people love me when they ask me specially to come do mundane tasks w/ them :)
• stomach tickles >>>>>>>>>>>>>
• I LOVE MAKEUP I MISS IT
• CROPPED JACKETS ARE LIFE
• I am such a skinny legened
• jimmy is my son I love him
• screw you Helen
• I actually love the world im getting better at literally romatcizing eveyrything
• I write pretty words sometimes
• I keep my nails v short
• birth mark on the back of my neck, faded away tho
• im a very picky eater
• believed in the tooth fairy longer then Santa
• Halloween is my fave holiday
• I have kissed 3 8th grade boys LMFAO
• i secretly very secretly want a soft mommy gf so bad oh god
• doritos!!
• I will never turn down an opportunity to dance
• I sit down in the shower
• I lOVE citrus, floral and fruity scents :DD
• im very worried for my friends a lot and I pray for them often
• I love my cat so much
• I am such a noob video games are so hard
• I will absolutely DEYSTROY you at just dance lmfao
• I have no talents
• I am really good at petting animals
• astigmatism woooo yay
• I LOVE COOOKIESSSSS
• I might get into watercoloring again
• I never paint my nails
• I can watch shows no sweat I dont get attached to characters
• however I get VERY attached to my real worldd relationships. I would die for anyone and I mean that. ive laid down and gotten in trouble and broken rules all in the name of friendship.
• I actually LOVE being treated like im a lil kid that needs to be supervised
• love when people baby talk to me UM YES
• I LOVE MY FAVE FUNNY YOUTuBERS SO FUNNY
• I do better with intense dances, but emotional ones my expressions are better
• I can nap ANYWHERE
• i always spike my bangs up when I wash my hair
• I always try to make bubbles with my body wash cause I love bubbles :DD
• I kOVE LOVE LOVE LONG DEEP CONVOS!!
• I will scream if I get excited lmFAO
• I ONLY TRUST THREE PEOPLE NOW.
• I have this weird swallowing issue? I cant eat anything w/o drinking and I will like literally throw it up cause it just sits in my throat
• according to hadlee I have "sparkly caterpillar" energy
• according to jaydan, I remind her of a storm.
• I cry when I get too cold
• wrestling is the only sport that captures my attention
• I drool in my sleep
• whenever I walk, sit, or do anything with anyone I eventually get as close as physically possible
• I love form fitting/ribbed clothes
• I always wear my matching bestie bracelet :)
• sliver > gold
• I like pressure on me I like the way it feels
• will carry a giant thing of juice and drink it a bunch
• powder makeup > creams
• when im going through it, like tuff, I sit in front of my mirror and cry. usually I will yell at myself, but ive managed to turn It around to saying positive things :) its hard, like super, but its helped immensely.
• unpopular opinion: I dont mind being a therapist friend. Honestly, I dont mind listening and validating and holding people when they need it. Just a simple "im here if you need anything" obviously makes an impact and im happy to hold and love anyone.
• I love my legs?? and my arms?? so slender and pretty
• I think a part of me has always stayed the same.
• im just a dumb lil kid who needs someone to literally look out for her all the time smh my head, I think its funny tho cause ive been told by like 3 people im "the mom friend" when its obvious im a needy, greedy, messy toddler you've gotta watch after
• I AM PREVENTING RELAPSING. This usually ends up with spending like, enormous amounts of time with people and trying to do random junk and fixating on stuff to forget and focus on something else.
• JUST GOT 60 BUCKS FROM MY ACT??? BECAUSE IM ABOVE NATIONAL AVERAAGE??? IM SO SWAG!!!
• got very brittle nails
• toenails shouldn't exist. I absolutely dESPISE the way they feel and istfg I will keep them as short as possible they are CURSED
• literally you can tell where I am emotionally based off my clothes. as much as im like "im so secretive, no one knows when somethings wrong!!" and then I look like a literal homeless man because I dont feel greta, but if im like all dressed up yk I am slaying it. my entire mindset is really portrayed on my outfits, and makeup.
• in summary, I dont hide my emotions well.
• if given the opportunity, I will lovingly crawl into your lap.
• however, I would also like to have someone crawl into my lap I will hold you I can do it I will play with you hair and read you stories if u want :)) as much as I want to feel safe I want others to feel the same!!
• I can live in a mess just fine, very chill
• every time I feel like "reinventing myself" I completely change my entire room around
• dont let me have a bang. I repeat. unless you want to see my already unattainable amount of energy excel and then you have to deal with that. so
• ive always wanted to learn how to box
• I always wear a specific hoodie when Im like, at my lowest lol
• I like having my friends do my hair, or at least play with it :)
• just wanna straddle msyself on someones lap to do their makeup its so much more comfortable and easier I wish people didn't make it gay and I didnt get scared id come off that way.
• I dont believe in ghosts, mostly because of my beliefs in heaven. However, I do believe in "spirits" and "bad energies." like I refuse to believe some died and then haunted a house but I firmly believe that a demon can possess something tho and that its incredibly rare. Everything else is like, purely coincidental.
• I am incredibly gullible lmfao
• its not that I think no one can find me pretty or attrcrtive, but more to actually SEE me. like, know my vulnerability and my soul, yes im hot, but what abt what I care about? what I fear for? what I love? I dont think I have the ability to be understiood
• I wish I cared about my planet more.
• I have no defining aesthetic
• ive been told multiple times im " a hot Cheeto girl" like wtf is that supposed to mean I want to be sen as a poet, a sexy pretty girl who loves not a crusty bitch
• old habits die hard.
• I think I love harder then anyone else I know, I care more they do and I think ive always been like that.
• I always try to look for the good in everyone
• I snuggle my face into my pillows when I sleep (and if that isnt the cutest shit)
• god I constantly sit around and think about cuddling with my friends and such and thats often when I think of when I drift off to sleep. I just kind of always want to be held.

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• body horror <<<<
• I CANT TOUCH HANDRAILS EWWWWWWW
• I have, no goals whatsoever
• I get so anxious I get sick
• acute trich
• not a fighter I will just pass out
• I cant handle horror but ive got a slight obsession with reading the plots on wikipedia
• I miss a lot of people :C
• everyday I have a identity crisis lmfao
• I dont believe anyone actually loves me like, at all, that I am just someone tolerated . im just someone took pity out on and no one truly cares :c
• I have eaten several grasshoppers
• im not what everyone thinks. positive and negative.
• im scared of everything expect for like, everything. its hard to explain
• unnecessarily jumpy??
• .I HATE the smell of smoke GAGGG
• I cannot help myself but cry at hold me while you wait
• PIZZA IS GROSS, SOOO NASTY
• SWIMMING IS STUPID. UNLESS IN A LAKE OR POND OR AT NIGHT. ONLY EXCEPTIONS
• the pills DO let you cry, you lied jack stauber
• all I ever wanted was for you to not hate me :C
• I ruminate. everything. I screenshot texts and read them every free moment I have and I won't stop thinking abt them (this is usually a negative effect but im trying to gear it to more positive things, yk?)
• im not out. terrified abt it.
• I hate taking pills id rather suffer
• messy handwriting AF
• convinced myself that im the most annoying person on this planet :C one day I will learn to shut up
• I cry in my sleep
• im apparently "very dense"
• I get jealous, VERYYYY easily, I just shut up abt it because I dont want to bother other people but I get annoyed when im not given attention or someone chooses something or someone over me to the point I almost convince myself I hate them
• anxious? I have to hold my thumbs
• I cry in the bathroom a lot and secretly hope someone will just come in and hold me :C
• men scare me omfg
• living in the past so much that even when a problem is resolved and like over with, and the other person is done, I still hesitate to do things. like, probably a lil TOO much.
• I hate ed sheeran with a burning passion. I could run him over.
• the vampire diaries is overrated ASF
• musicals kinda suck to watch
• EW SALAD GAG
• I get lightheaded a lot. (WOOOO ANXIETY)
• everything is my fault
• im literally just victimizing myself at this point omfg
• I dont really think before I speak, and I end up saying some stuff and I always hurt someone and dont realize it till someone else says something.
• I should just shut up.
• I never shut up.
• since im LITERALLY a queer chick, im always so scared im coming off as predatory. I want to joke with my friends, touch, share, do stuff with them without being seen as some "gay" person who "is gonna take advantage of you and sees you like that." like bruh im so so so scared.
• ive got an extremely crippling fear of abandoment and i will do anything to prevent being left.