bold - seen live

--- latvian

• sub scriptum (march, 2023)
  • vēl vienu dienu, 21. gs. mode, troksnis
  • top album - 21. gs. mode
• sudden lights (december, 2022)
  • ielas vidū, laternas, mēs turpināmies
  • top album - miljards vasaru
• pirmais kurss (april, 2022)
  • avansā, mīlestība sāp, izbrauciens
  • top album - interkurss
• ziedu vija (september, 2020)
  • samīļo mani, ziedu vija sūkā, mincītis
  • top album - caw

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the weak breeze whispers nothing

the water screams sublime

his feet shift, teeter-totter

deep breath, stand back, it’s time

toes untouch the overpass

soon he’s water bound

eyes locked shut but peek to see

the view from halfway down

a little wind, a summer sun

a river rich and regal

a flood of fond endorphins

brings a calm that knows no equal

you’re flying now

you see things much more clear than from the ground

it’s all okay, it would be

were you not now halfway down

thrash to break from gravity

what now could slow the drop

all I’d give for toes to touch

the safety back at top

but this is it, the deed is done

alise, 24, she/her

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• zodiac sign | virgo
• personality type | istj
• alignment | true neutral
• animal in you | sheep
• archetypes | creative (44%), visionary (33%), caregiver (25%)
• big five | orderliness
• global 5 | rcoan

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• twitter
• spotify
• lastfm
• goodreads
• imdb
• letterboxd

• going seventeen: 2023 ep79
• drive to survive: s04ep05; s06ep06
• derry girls: s02ep02
• ↺friends: s03ep01
• nelūgtie viesi: s02ep05

(needs serious reconsidering)

books

• the fall (albert camus, 1956)
• the godfather (mario puzo, 1969)
• the long walk (stephen king, 1979)
• the perks of being a wallflower (stephen chbosky, 1999)
• still alice (lisa genova, 2007)
• me before you (jojo moyes, 2012)
• the turning point (freya north, 2015)
• 花樣年華 HYYH the notes 1 (the most beautiful moment in life #1) (bighit entertainment, 2019)
• birthday (meredith russo, 2019)

series

• greys anatomy (up to season 13, 2005-2017)
• teen wolf (2011-2017)
• game of thrones (up to season 7, 2011-2019)
• bojack horseman (2014-2020)
• young royals (2021-2023)
• tea time (tējas laiks) (2023)

movies

--- top5 songs

• tumši sarkana maģija - templī (2024)
• tumši sarkana maģija - nesalauz galvu (2024)
• tumši sarkana maģija - ko tu zin? (2024)
• woodz - busted (2023)
• galeniex - adoniss (2024)

--- books read

• a book about adhd, a book about depression, a book about anxiety, a book about ocd (holly duhig, 2020)

--- movies watched

• mentai piriri (めんたいぴりり)(2019)
• here (2024)
• buy now: the shopping conspiracy (2024)

--- cartoons watched

but i wanna be the one that you call when there's something wrong

but i know you think i'm a fool

let's leave it at that

need to know why