(🐚) ─ snippets of my life.

• 04 | ate breakfast for the first time in awhile and was fighting demons in my 9am transport section. i think my bread is well-past its life. (advil to the rescue, again) ﾉ had a visitor in my office hours <3 ﾉ quick japanese style ramen before my group meeting in the design space.. ﾉ first pilot sesh & yap session until 10pm...
• 05 | no 9 am transport!! ﾉ 3 presentations. back to back. i've gone insane . it's only the 2nd week ? ﾉ got free pizza from the makerspace where my group was working on our prototype.. yurr!
• 06 | first time since school started where i could just sit down and grind for hours.. 7hr study session my beloved ﾉ perpetually cold and tired..? why.
• 13 | holy shitters what is going on with this semester i am overworked unpaid and sleep deprived. i spent 35-40hrs on this one class and finally today i did my 60 minute presentation.. i see the light again ﾉ it's time to catch up on everything else i've been pushing back.
• 14 | giant & hmart shopping run w/ roomie + got a (mid) crepe nearby ﾉ went to lab after club meeting and it was absolutely deserted. not a single soul .. lowkey scared me what if i burned the lab down. ﾉ friend swiped me into the dining hall. oh the glorious ffc sandwich how i've missed u!!!!
• 15 | overnight culture did not in fact grow </3 why can't a girl just do her miniprep. ﾉ controls hw grinding at the annex.. until i was starving . took 7 hours to get through the problem set??? ﾉ ramen w/ egg :P ﾉ pilot leader meeting + more pkpd grinding.. guys i don't know how to live laugh love in this situation. it's 0/3 for me..
• 16 | long ass day.. ﾉ got my project assn and i'm w/ my friend! i see her tooo much.. (/pos) ﾉ went to prof's oh for controls. he's such a yapper. ﾉ typical monday pkpd grind (5 hours) w/ my pookies ﾉ i'm so stressed. i gave up on getting my 8hrs of sleep i guess. it's actually taking a toll on me. i haven't had a single block of time for leisure the past 3 weeks. it's just gonna get worse from here and i'm already burnt & tearing up from sheer (shear) stress (fuck shear stress)??
• 19 | it's so bad out here. ﾉ i need a reset. i will sleep before midnight tonight. i WILL get 8 hours. ﾉ my body was aching all over and the migraine was insane. a lobotomy could fix me!!!! ﾉ got free food (dinner) today though. what a slay.
• 20 | oh the magic of 8 hours of sleep. i am alive! ﾉ i love debugging ppls codes i feel so helpful ﾉ i'm COOKED for transport midterm.. #mentally unsteady state #combination of me and the trigger #separation of me and my degree #penetration depth #navier STOKES 💜
• 23 | 3 interviews .. ﾉ pkpd session w/ mid takeout pho ﾉ the day draaaained me
• 24 | missed my alarm and woke up 30 min before lecture. should've just skipped. ﾉ great kids farm visit! ﾉ felt so sick the entire car ride back i was fighting demons not to throw up in someone else's car.. ﾉ it is over for me ﾉ im actually cooked i can't do this anymore why do i have to choose between grades & sleep ??????? (i choose grades)
• 26 | (rises from the dead) hiii... ﾉ 8:45am transport exam (so fun!) (so exciting!). i don't even care anymore ﾉ speedwriting my essay for the hour between my exam and my next class ﾉ the rain was absolutely diabolical today. i am anti-rain. ﾉ stomach ached from trying not to burst into laughter during our pkpd presentation (they were making fun of my toenails in the gc again) (we had to leave the zoom frame to laugh)
• 30 | when is the rain gonna take then hint and die ﾉ multiD group field trip (lmao) to umd to see their garden except the volunteer was not there to give us a tour.. well i got to see umd at least.. we got five guys on the way back !! sab & i devoured those big ass bag of fries (dinner #1) ﾉ monday pkpd session lasted from 5-11pm!!!!!!!! wow!!!!!! ordered from a ramen place that had such good deals ($9 for a big karagedon is crazy) i will eat this tmr ﾉ played pjsk for the first time in a month again and what the hay i fc'ed like 4 songs ???? oh dear this is a sign i need to play again