"leave it as it is. the ages have been at work on it and man can only mar it." — theodore roosevelt

"i'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to." — jimi hendrix

• ed sheeran - dive
• the 1975 - you
• shawn mendes - where were you in the morning?
• kings of leon - radioactive
• rihanna - kiss it better
• christina aguilera - mercy / understand

• maple and pecan danish pastries
• reading outside in the sunshine
• long cuddles
• my dog's face waiting for me to throw the ball
• my dog in general
• guitar solos
• barbecues and the fire-pit with music and good friends
• chocolate
• getting into bed with fresh sheets
• living in the countryside surrounded by greenery
• live music
• walking and hiking in the trees and streams
• being in fits of laughter with a friend
• kisses
• being in any kind of water
• big family occasions
• sunsets and pretty views

• restlessness
• fidgeting
• tugging at anything tight around neck/chest area
• irritable
• silence
• locking my jaw

• travelled abroad by myself
• financially independent
• working two jobs
  • being promoted
• sticking out university (so far!)
• sought help for my anxiety when it got unmanageable
• overcame a period of depression
• moving house when mum left to Australia

girls:

• lexy
• nora
• robyn
• sam

boys:

• jamie
• sam
• santiago
• scott

(2019)

• joker - 5/5
• avengers: end game - 4/5
• midsommer - 1/5
• glass - 4/5

• beam - petit biscuit

this is the song i was listening to when i took Ruby on the hill for the last time. it was her favourite place. the song makes me really emotional because it makes me think of her; how traumatic her death was and how much i miss her.

• his eye is on the sparrow - tanya blount and lauryn hill

i can't decide if i want this to be played at my wedding or my funeral. the words mean so much to me and it's another that brings about a lot of emotions.

"i sing because i'm happy, and i sing because i'm free"

• 5 seconds of summer
• alessia cara
• becky hill
• busted
• camelphat
• circa waves
• deadmau5
• ed sheeran
• eric prydz
• imagine dragons
• james morrison
• lewis capldi
• mcfly
• n-dubz
• one direction
• scouting for girls
• shawn mendes
• sunset sons
• the saturdays
• the 1975