"Um dia, Delírio também foi Deleite. E, embora isso tenha sido há muito tempo, ainda hoje seus olhos têm matizes diferentes: um é verde-esmeralda bem vivo, salpicado de pontos prateados; o outro é do mesmo azul que esconde sangue dentro de veias mortais. Ela vê o mundo de seu própria e única visão."

Neil Gaiman

• my cats
• the long morrow from twilight zone
• vienna - billy joel
• hamburguer
• stay in love
• think about the entropy of the universe
• the chronicle for an avenue starting from caio f de abreu
• make who I love to smile
• write

• give classes
• live a complete love
• write a book
• adopt five dogs
• getting to know Vienna
• see a platypus up close

"No fim, mesmo com todo caos, mesmo com todo o desespero e toda a desesperança, mantinha- se em sua própria vontade, porque não possuía outra escolha. A entropia parecia mais suportável ao lado de alguém, caso conseguisse, mesmo que apenas às vezes – nos momentos importantes – fingir que esse alguém seria imortal." - Júlia Megale

"I like to feel, not to impose feelings" - Twilight Zone '80s

“I’m looking for a monogamous long-term partner whose natural dominant qualities complement my submissive,” I wrote. “That kind of trust takes time to build, but I’m in no hurry.” {https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/08/style/modern-love-i-wanted-to-be-dominated-but-not-quite-like-that.html}

"O amor é horrível. Horrível. É doloroso. É assustador. Faz com que você duvide de si mesmo, se julgue e se distancie...

• my grandmother
• my friends
• my cats
• my brother
• my family
• music
• dogs, every dogs
• sex
• fall in love
• be loved
• caress
• insects
• some physical pain
• caring for plants
• cook, especially making cakes and other sweets
• burger and fries
• horror movies
• monty python
• old musicals
• learn new things

• become cold
• be forever without a lover
• don't be special
• losing important people and things by self-sabotaging me
• make mistakes with the one I love
• be overcome by anger
• do with others what I don't like to be done with me
• not be understood
• continue alone
• my mind
• be a bad person
• to die
• die alone

• hugs of all kinds
• kisses on the cheek
• affection in hand
• kisses on the neck
• affection in the hair
• scars (receive)

• sea wolf - the garden that you planted
• the lumineers - stubborn love
• milky chance - cocoon
• the temper trap - love lost
• trixie mattel - video games
• vance joy - mess is mine
• audioslave - i am the highway
• billy joel - vienna
• depeche mode - enjoy the silence
• fleetwood mac - landslide
• muse - starlight
• rhcp - scar tissue
• hollow coves - the woods
• snow patrol - run
• soad - dammit
• soad - roulette
• the americans - i need my girl
• u2 - new year's day
• tears for fears - everybody wants to rule the world
• the police - every breath you take

• biology
• psychology
• letters/ literature
• sociology
• biochemical engineering
• history
• physics
• chemistry

• izzie stevens (grey's anatomy) - optimistic, romantic, hardworking, discounts stress by cooking and cleaning
• mindy (the mindy project) - funny, romantic, passionate, knows how to laugh at herself, clumsy
• fleabag (fleabag) - almost nymphomaniac, talk to herself, deal with her feelings differently from other people, feel out of place in her own family
• midge (the marvelous mrs. maisel) - funny, dedicated, uses good humor to face all situations, even the worst
• samantha jones (sex in the city) - safe with their own sexuality and the fact that they like to explore it, safe professionally, they have difficulty with intimacy
• callie torres (grey's anatomy) - I process my thoughts out loud, cheerful, independent, safe
• pam (the office) - common girl, companion...

• BTK Profile: Máscara Da Maldade - Hurst Laviana e Roy Wenzl
• O Grande Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald [re-reading of the new edition]
• O Projeto Rosie - Graeme Simsion [re-reading]
• Drácula - Bram Stoker
• Sapiens, Breve história da humanidade - Yuval Harari
• Battle Royale - Koushun Takami
• Androides sonham com ovelhas voadoras - PKD
• Lugares escuros - Gillian Flynn
• Todo amor - Vinícius de Moraes
• Aniquilação - Jeff Vandermeer
• É assim que se perde a guerra do tempo - Max Gladstone
• What ever happened to baby Jane - Henry Farrell [re-reading]
• Caso eu morra, prometo não te levar comigo - Francisco Ramai