i wanna be defined by the things that i love, not the things i hate, not the things i'm afraid of, or the things that haunt me in the middle of the night. i just think that you are what you love.

• estefânia, twenty-three, brazilian

—— girl, aging girl, is haunted by own nothingness and devours views from windows (stories, movies, overheard talk and sights in the street, pictures in newspapers, etc.) with continuous feeling she is 'just about', miraculously, to come into her own - her own life.