hi.. i am nemesis !1!! (๑•᎑•๑) my mutuals and friends can call me nem, but only those permitted can call me nemmy!

some other acceptable names are : sūrya, zephyr, and vaumour! please do not call me nicknames if we are NOT friends or without asking.

i am a south asian brown person ^_^ i am 17 years of age and i grow 1 whole year older every november. i am also the host (one of two) in a polyfragmented traumagenic system (<- please do not refer to me as a system in general though).

• if you see drastic changes in my blog theme, names, interests, or general presentation online, it is safe to accuse my headmates of such transformation ♡

my dms are NEVER open! don't dm me at all without asking. @s are encouraged ^_^ speak to me in reblogs and in my inbox!!

• i have a boyfriend and i love him veeeeery dearly. we have been together a whole two years!!!!
• i also have a qpp who i have trapped in my ribcage. do NOT LET HIM FREE!

i am a fictkin and fictorom/sex. i am fairly protective over my IDs/sources and F/Os but have literally no energy ever to be.. battling with other people over it.... (pls get off the internet if you do this LMAO)

• something to note with my ids and f/os is that they are fluid between me and my headmates! as in, they influence me very heavily, so if you feel that an ID i have is extremely out of place in comparison to others, it is most likely not mine entir...

"( – ⌓ – ) i don't think i am unapproachable! however, i am generally an avoidant person. i dislike interacting with new people or new things overall. also keep in mind that i have psychosis and am extremely paranoid, and thus do not like at all to be making new friends!!

• i am also too attached to my current ones to try and make more (❛ ֊ ❛„)
• ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ ) hi chasm and hi glade i lauv you all!!

beyond paranoia i also have : npd, avpd, DID, and autism amongst other things ^_^

• i don't typically vent on my blog. i DO however spam reblog (not the same things and if you do that you are extremely annoying) and rant about various topics, mostly OCs and medias

okay ask game time because this needs to be even and i don't know what else to put skull (≖_≖ )

• 🪷　•　media of interest
• 🍈　•　character of interest
• 🎐　•　music of enjoyment
• 🍋‍🟩　•　au / oc of curiousness
• 🌸　•　wish me rest in piss

⸜(｡ ˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡　special mentions : vani for not being there for me, tryst for never having my back, and hyena for building rome in a day

i do not think dni's are very effective, esp if they're so hidden away LOL. so i'll just list my stances and you can interact at your own risk!! i block hella quick and hella easy, and it is NOT up for debate. do not ask to be unblocked!1

i am :

• anti ship/syscourse PERIOD you are all annoying! (¬`‸´¬)
• pro goodfaith, neo/xenos, and all other "queer" (strange) queer identities
• anti radqueer, rqs PLEASE jump off a cliff
• anti white people, stay away at all costs highkey none of you are good people (half a joke)
• i support being evil and gay

i loveeee ranting and talking about myself LMAO if the length of and word count of this what was supposed to be very short introduction wasn't enough proof. please ask me about anything ever!!!!

ദ്ദി˙ ᴗ ˙ ) i mostly only interact with my friends that use tumblr as well, which is mostly just one-two other people LMAO.