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AHAHAH it always feels kind of awkward to talk so directly about myself even though I love doing that, but here goes !!
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I'm a 24yrs old girl who's eager to live, after years and years of clipping my own wings or allowing my mental health to do so. I'm slowly reclaiming myself through things I love to do and consume, rediscovering them as days go by now that I decided to just wipe everything off and start anew, almost pretending I never knew anything... !! I know what my core's like; I know I can find enjoyment in many, many things and see an ounce of beauty in everything and I oh so miss that side of me...
I basically forgot most of teen years due to trauma. I feel like I've recently managed to come out of an extremely long dissociative episode, but I didn't get the best out of it. I let my laziness overpower me, so even though I snapped out of it I basked in the confusing, half-baked mess I had become for some more years, lacking the drive to get back to anything and without daring to think about my identity. I'm ecstatic to say that this is finally about to end... !!
I'm lucky enough to have the support of my wonderful, wonderful girlfriend (I love you so, so much Kopi...♡) and, recently, I've also started my detransitioning process !! it's a long story, but that wrong conception of me that was birthed by my former insecurities was holding my real self back so aggressively and it took me 10 whole years to realize it. I feel like I'm finally getting to know a girl that's always been with me, like this version of me was a forcefully letargic " spirit guide " of mine. it's been such a long time, I missed her so much, and I'm so happy to start this journey as her and to possibly be able to be the best version of myself thanks to this, both for me and Sora,, (❁´◡`❁) ♡♡♡
I apologize for the whole plethora (╯▽╰ ") now, if I were to describe myself in a simpler, shorter way I'd say that I'm a very introspective girl that's all about love in every possible form; I love to give it out and to recieve it both from me and from others, it's definetely my reason to live. Anything fantasy and/or folkloristic, even if on the eerie side, makes me feel truly at home and gives me an unmatched sense of comfort. Oh, and I love to sing !! ♡ ₊˚⊹
sep 18 2026 +