waiting & waiting & waiting & waiting & waiting

i want to

• reengage
• remember
• realize

• nowhere to air my grievances
• a sub-clinical psychotic
• stuck in 2017 forever

• 2007
• all / none
  • (in every way)
• white / native
• eastern timezone

fun facts

• i have a really high tolerance and find it to be near impossible to become addicted to things
• i almost died from asphyxiation when i was a child

i'm a shell of a person; i don't really have likes / dislikes that aren't superficial. but, for the sake of authenticity, i'll attempt to name some stuff i actually feel something about here...

i like

• cleanliness and orderliness
• genuine unconventionality
• whatever fits my vision

i dislike

• the inverse of what i like...

i'll be cheerful forever. i don't want to live in gray-scale anymore. i want to be free from this agony!