list things for every week of the year, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your week, util the end of the year.

⇢ january;

• 1 week: new years, crazy and funny night, he's not my president, way v!, chungha's gotta go, feeling pretty w my new hair (finally), bts voyage 3.
• 2 week: bts festa! crying over sicheng, watching old boy (wow), yoongi w grey hair! ending up the week with sadness bc of mourning, strage feelings about death.
• 3 week: taking care about what i eat, don't sleeping well almost the whole week, anxiety hittinh me really hard, way v debut but feeling upsad bc of sicheng's situation as always, bts save me!!! feeling stressed, spending time w geo.
• 4 week: starting up feeling REALLY upsad, lunar eclipse, svt's comeback, vernon!!! cramps the whole week, almost going to the hospital bc i'm stupid, confused abt what i'm feeling, don't sleeping well again.

⇢ february;

• 5 week: renewing my tatto, anxiety crises, feeling sad and don't sleeping well, working the things out, my body asking for help, taehyung's scenery, learning gotta go choreography.
• 6 week: bad feelings bc of many things, getting done w some friendships, ice cream w my parents, watching lion king, taking time to reflection abt myself.
• 7 week: BTS AT THE GRAMMYS!!!!! a lot of emotions this day, geovana coming to my house, anxiety crisis, tpm so crying for no reason, started watching romance is a bonus book, rabbit w mel, yoongi's vlive.
• 8 week: vernon's bday i really love him, feeling very sad bc everything i feel fear that is might happing again, bts coming back to brazil, anxiety attacks the whole week, taking a break, beliving in the universe, tpm and cramps almost killing me.

⇢ march;

• 9 week: stressing week, feeling sad with a lot of things abt myself, spending a day w geovana, i love her, complicated feelings, crying, i love my dogs, frustrated.
• 10 week: the worse week of the year util now, still feeling like shit, stomach crises, but yoongi's bday and its the most important date of the year, going out with my mom and buying clothes, bad feelings anyways.
• 11 week: anxiety hitting me hard, but everything being ok, signs of the universe, believing, overthiking, reading texts for college, last week at home.
• 12 week: a intense week, getting a ending for some feelings, back to college and seeing my friends, sarau, stressed bc of college already, cooking and trying to be healthy, seeing people its not that bad sometimes.
• 13 week: feeling sad bc of bts show, cramps almost killing me and doing nothing at all, eating like trash bts persona, going to a party and having so much fun, overthinking about how i feel abt myself.

⇢ april;

• 14 week: feeling tired as fuck, stresseful bc of college, being busy at all, eating healthy, ???? feelings, and feeling the most beautiful girl alive, bts concept photos, being a little desappoited.
• 15 week: intense week, eating with my friends, doing the collage tasks, without internet, BTS PERSONAAAAAAAAAAAAA, I LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH, party, hangover.
• 16 week: i've never been so stressed in my hole life, i hate my fucking class, everyone being a pau no cu, going to my home, seeing my parents and my dogs, eating a lot of chocolate, missing here already.
• 17 week: my first visit to a school, amazing and strange experience, tiring week, getting sick and almost dying, coming to my parents home, cramps, gay panic.

⇢ may;

• 18 week: backing to home again, cleaning up my house, going to the sunset with my friends, feeling sad about brazil's education, worried but going driking with my friends, going to the rap battle, a party after the battle, dancing a lot, being really confused idk what to do with my feelings.
• 19 week: studying, fuck that feelings again, eating a hamburguer after a long time, get overthiking, anxiety hiting me hard, getting stressed, spending day with my friends, feeling in peace w myself, a good week at all.
• 20 week: a intense week, reunions about the brazil education at collage, waking up 4:00 to lock up the college, seeing the sunrise, using her jacket, tests, feeling really tired but everything worth, "educação não é mercadoria" studying for another test, feeling really pretty, going to a party and dancing.
• 21 week: my superego killing me, confused and sad about that but ok i give up, feeling sad about some thimgs but not surprised btw, tpm killing me, bts coming to brazil so im feeling sad, coming to my parents home, everything being caos, watching tv shows at least.
• 22 week: crazy week, going to the streets again bc brazil's education, ele não, being confused abt my feelings, studying, rafa giving me a plant, getting FUCKING stressed bc of the college, eveything being ok later, going to a party, falling in love?

⇢ june;

• 23 week: a lot of emotions here, feira das profissões, hil giving me a sunflower <3, overthiking and having a HUGE crush on her, bts aniversary! going out with new people, good sensations.
• 24 week: doing smth about That, everything going ok at least, anxiety hitting so so hard and i know why, my romantic life going to shit but at the same time working? waking up 3:00am to locked up the bus station, going to a party, everything REALLY going to shit and feeling sad but didn't talk with anyone, meu role flopou.
• 25 week: spending the day at home, cooking again, overthiking, talking with my friends, anxiety really killing me, didn't to anyone yet, stressed, coming to my parents place, seeing geo, unexpected suprises, confused, idk, idk.
• 26 week: coming back to cat, intense week,everything fucked up, crying for no reason, feeling upsad, daniel ceaser's new album, fell in love, overthiking about myself love.

⇢ july;

• 27 week: still feeling sad but spending hours on the fone with her, doing things for college, i'm really in love, going to my first date, spending a time with my friends.
• 28 week: still in love, finishing my things for college, going to a 90's party and yes im dating ana!!!!!!!!, feeling the happiest person alive, melhor rolê do ano, i love my friends and my girlfriend.
• 29 week: having the best night of my life, i love ana, packing my clothes for vacation, going out with my friends from class, saying goodbye to my babie and crying a lot, coming to my parents place, already miss her, paranoias etc, trying to handle it, stranger things.
• 30 week: spending sunday with geovana, baking a cake, a lot of feelings, saudade, black mirror, taking pics, flowers, anxienty crises, doing nothing at all, sleeping at 7am.
• 31 week: going to cat and seeing her <3, sleeping well (finally), deep conversations, eating very badly, coming back to my parents home and missing her again, geo's birthday <3 going out with her and seeing some old friends again, being worried, crying but everything ok later.

⇢ august;

• 32 week: last week of my vacation, deep conversations and deciding some things for my life, trying to be less worried, short hair again and feeling pretty, packing my stuff, watching euphoria, feeling in love w zendaya again, late calls with ana <3
• 33 week: coming back to cat, movies with ana, first week of class, feeling stressed already, my gf doing me a playlist and i cried like a child, i've never been so happy i couldnt imagine, idk what to do with some feelings.
• 34 week: worst week of the year till now, a lot of bad things happening, anxiety crises, don't sleeping, feeling like trash and don't knowing what to do, being alone and eating a lot of ice cream, cramps.
• 35 week: stoping eating meat, overthiking about everything, spending a lot of time alone, but feeling better at all, seeing my baby, finally sleeping as i should, norman fucking rockwell!!

⇢ setember;

• 36 week: exploding with my feelings, crying a lot, deciding some things, saving my money for ana carolina's gift, going to my parents home, my mom talking to me and i almost crying but okay, watching elite.
• 37 week: its fucking hot, coming back to cat, seeing ana and playing lol, i love spending time with her,skiping class, a fucking complicated week, me messing up AGAIN, studying for test.
• 38 week: overthinking, hot days, my parents breaking up, eating subway, i don't remember weel.
• 39 week: tep's test, doing a cake for my gf, her bday and i lot of love here, a fucking long week, college making crazy, relexing, finally raining, speding the most amazing day with her, love love.

⇢ october;

• 40 week: a bad week, don't sleeping, fighiting for brazil education, finding a little peace, bad feelings, idk how to handle it, coming home.
• 41 week: confusing and feelings of sadness, knowing the bad was coming, the worst night of my life, crying with so much pain.
• 42 week: the worst week w the year, a lot of feelings that i cant even remember but ending up w a suprising way, loving her even more.
• 43 week: still confusing w my feelings, but trying to be ok, feeling a lot but afraid, exploding feelings, but her again.

⇢ november;

• 44 week: going home, ?????? fucking feelings, a weid week at all, new cellphone, conpex.
• 45 week: watching the stripper, conversasions, feeling THAT way over and over again.
• 46 week: loving her, apagão, weird week, staying at home, and shit fighting over again.
• 47 week: more fighting, emotionally stressed, crying a lot, piercing my ear, walking alone.

⇢ december;

• 48 week: my month and hoping feeling better, a lot of things to do, college stressing me, and my emocional going to shit, she coming to my place, feeling confused.
• 49 week: ok its OVER but she still making me confused, moving out so feeling stressed a lot, going out with jordana, nice view but seeing what i dont want and feeling sad.
• 50 week: going out w geo, my bday!!! talking w mama about everything, suffering a lot, crying and a diffult week bc i miss her so fucking, doing some toxic traits but feeling better later.
• 51 week: going to a pool w my family and geo, it was a good day, christimas time!! eating w geo's family, confusing btw but fuck it, a mess going on but at least im beautiful and 2020 its going to be my year.
  • 52 week: exciting for new years, doing my nails, A crazy night but so nice, 2020 bringing me good feelings already, dancing and getting drunk, MESSY, talking w her again but im fine.