i dont know how i feel about my rebound. its been a week and i cannot get you out of my mind for one second. talking to him, looking at him, it all feels wrong because its not you. i know i belong to you, you are supposed to be my final ever. even sexting feels wrong and impossible because its not with you. i know its my fault and will always be, and for that im sorry. i cant express to you how sorry i feel.. id give anything to go back and fix all these mistakes. i love you so much i still have a picture of you in my purse. 3 years of my life just gone in 2 days. do you still think about me? i doubt it. i miss you. i wish i could come right to where you are and show you just how much i love you, but the distance has never felt as infinte as it does right now. i just keep hoping you will come back to me, but it feels so impossible.