outline

  • finalize rating system + request system
  • scrapyard → vanisher → e → pxe
  • idmthy → fmty → bladee → bladee
  • others:
    • thaiboy
    • dj billybool
    • leany
    • jonatan leandoer96
    • whitearmor
    • yung sherman
sep 25 2025 ∞
sep 25 2025 +

listen list

  • rooster debut + rooster slipped
  • tommy fleece's hypermasculine
  • the hellp's discography
  • björk's post & vespertine
  • sebii's VVSS2
  • big thief's double infinity
  • quannnic's warbrained
  • misfits' legacy of brutality
sep 23 2025 ∞
sep 23 2025 +

genres

  • update rap playlist
  • midwest emo
  • opm playlist
  • 新中式

soundtrack to my life

  • morning
  • running
  • gaming mixes
    • tekken
    • zenless
  • showering
  • work / lock-in

feelings

  • sad
  • happy
  • angry
sep 23 2025 ∞
sep 23 2025 +

currently ㅤgavv: episode 45 | build: need to finish movies

planned watchlist (in order) kuuga → (agito if i liked kuuga) → ryuki → faiz → blade → kabuto → den-o → decade → W → ooo → drive → ex aid → zero one

planned schedule

  • october: kuuga
  • november: agito / ryuki
  • december: ryuki / faiz

notes

  • 2-3 episodes a day minimum, each episode is 20~ minutes
  • maximize time: eat while watching / use watch time as break / do chores while watching (laundry, folding, ironing) / take notes on live reaction during episode
  • clean storage on oct 1-3 to start binge

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sep 23 2025 ∞
sep 25 2025 +

movies plan: watch one of these every weekend evening 8-10pm

  • dad's suggestions inception, forrest gump, shawshank redemption, interstellar, tenet, cloud atlas
  • eli's suggestions need for speed, three idiots, knives out
  • "you haven't watched that yet?" the matrix, the godfather, american psycho, dead poets society, the wolf of wall street
  • romance the notebook, 10 things i hate about you, (500) days of summer, clueless, vanilla sky, before sunrise, in the mood for love
  • cartoon atlantis: the lost empire, the hunchback of notre dame, the road to el dorado, the prince of egypt, who framed roger rabbit, the wild robot
  • animation it's such a beautiful day, akira, paprika, evangelion: 3.0+1.0 thrice upon a time, look back, sonic the hedgehog 3
  • horror i saw the tv glow, the silence of the la...
sep 23 2025 ∞
sep 23 2025 +

books

  • a little life - hanya yanagihara

manga

  • parasite in love - sugaru miaki

visual novels

  • ITYH: a horror otome
  • saya no uta
sep 23 2025 ∞
sep 23 2025 +

to be updated

sep 29 2025 ∞
sep 29 2025 +

distressed

  • 5-3-1 technique
    • name 5 things i can see right now
    • move, then do an activity for 3 minutes
    • do 1 productive thing

depressed

  • wrist exercises 10x
  • breathe in and breathe out
  • ask: why are you sad? is it worth your time? do you need to deal with it now?
  • send a message to eli
sep 21 2025 ∞
sep 23 2025 +

interests

  • wrestling wwe, aew, njpw
  • shows kamen rider (W, drive)
  • music math rock → in this sense, he likes mw emo as well
  • drain gang amygdala was first exposure, im fresh is how he got into dg, favorites are in the flesh + western union, the og ecco2k glazer
  • other likes good chocolate, kabutomushi (he finds them cooler than stag beetles), heracross
  • games mgs, saints row, cod:ghosts, pokemon

dislikes posers (what did you expect), brownies & cake

his wishlist drums, hercules dj controller

sep 23 2025 ∞
sep 23 2025 +

habits

  • sleep before 1 am
  • stretch every morning
  • walk everyday to doña vicenta park
  • limit junk food ½

goals

  • 8/km pace -- 10/04
  • 5km <1 hour
  • reach my toes

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morning stretches

  • lumbar rotation
  • supine hamstring
  • piriformis stretch
  • hip flexor
  • kneeling hamstring
sep 25 2025 ∞
sep 25 2025 +

morning

  • stretches
  • 5 minutes of thoughts
  • write down today's agenda
  • sweep surroundings

afternoon

  • clean up desk
  • drink water
  • rest eyes for 5 minutes

evening

  • stretches
  • manage bag
  • read at least 1 chapter
  • write reflection
  • message eli goodnight
sep 25 2025 ∞
sep 25 2025 +