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How does it feel? To try so hard, accomplish nothing.
To think you are, only fantasy.
Had faith in you, only to find out - you're nothing to believe in.

- Scum (1979, Alan Clarke)

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I LOVE
I DON'T LOVE
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music (memories)
    • condensed milk eaten straight from the tin
    • the box of old toys/treasures my mum kept at the top of the wardrobe
    • my neighbour's kids most amazing birthday parties
    • flashback radio programs playing old songs
    • my mums collection of roberto carlos vinyls
    • our volkswagen beetles (for some reason, always blue)
    • my garden
    • my typewriter
    • street parties
    • christmas
    • the annual pilgrimage to buy a barbie
    • watching cartoons all afternoon
    • my pets (a sloth, a tortoise, a parrot and the dogs belinha, laika and baronesa)
    • neighbourhood teenage boys listening to freestyle
    • my friends listening to britpop
    • actual cold winters
    • my air conditioner in the summer
    • the dollhouse our builder made me out of wooden fruit boxes
    • beach holidays
    • mortadela sandwiches with full fat coke
    • small coloured vinyls records with fairy tales
    • a daily radio program for fairytales
    • disney comics (school holiday editions)
    • the library at my neighbours house
    • buying school supplies
    • iconic tv ads
    • time
oct 16 2025 ∞
jan 8 2026 +