• hi im awake
  • every time i learn something about this band/artist that i like; it hurts a little more
    • i love their music but they donr want ppl listening to their music anymore & i feel called out by it.
    • that last thing is probably a good thing
  • i should jst stop being "schizophrenic" that word i hate it
  • i havent done anythung today cause i dont ave the motivation to do anything anymore
  • i wanna get deep into numerology & invent a code or leave some sort of pattern w/ my art that revolves around it
  • hehe i just realized i misplaced entry 11/1/23...
  • i got out of a doctors appointment by never calling back; i was too paranoid to answer the phone so they never got back to me
    • i didnt have my doktors number on my phone
  • if i kill myself i leave you with this printed image of the vigilante that i have framed..
  • haha guess the reference
  • drawing these two make me feel happy; i wouldve had more to say earlier abt it but im a little stressed.,
  • i saw an increasing amount of insects where i live & imagined they were placed there because i had uncovered some kind of truth
  • its so cold in here
  • after 6 months of not playing i came back & no hit pizzaface
nov 4 2023 ∞
nov 5 2023 +