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  • FRIEND ASKED ME ABOUT THE MODIFIED BEARS; WOOOOOOO
  • time fcuk.., ohhhh my god...
  • i cant cry anymore; i feel wrong; i feel wrong; i care but i cant figure it out; my headphones keep bugging out & its really not helping
  • i want to cry so badly; to lt it all out for me/ for steven
  • i feel so dumb & cheesy; i feel like ive lost myself without time fcuk; like it made me understand myself more & now i cant ; as well;;
  • god am i really just the same person i was 4 years ago??? im so confused; i cant think; i hope it makes me cry
  • maybe if i think about iit:
    • steven = minotaur
    • box = maze
    • just the feeling of letting yourself be trapped; im just the same person but with a different shade of paint???
  • god im so confused; i feel so dumb/dense that i cant piece everything together
  • i have to replay time fcuk;
  • she idiot on my eque until i WE'RE NOT SCAREMONGERING; THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING!!!
  • GUYS;;; HAVE YOU SEEN THIS???
    • spoilops alertt !!! its the fucking morning bell music video again !
  • thnking about the old radiohead website; specifically like kid a era & even some before that
  • i think it was yorke; but whichhever one of them typed out most of the stuff on the site had a very erratic typing style that was comparable to the idea of projecting your raw thoughts unto a page, leaving all typos & being generally really disorganizd/scattered
    • im so lame; but i feel represented by this; it vaguely makes me feel kinda nice
  • ttoo tired 2 feel rn though; 8 hours of college & im chewing on some ribbons again
  • sometimes i thnk abt how; the more i do this the more soemones gonna come in here & b completely fascinated by my existence; im waayyy too tired to think ;i need to stop staring at a screenbut i keep forgettingg ; im "trying" way too hard ykwhat i dont care
    • yeah something like that, hit save lol
  • at college people always go "oh" when they hear my name & see my face at the same time; i wsih i could look a little more masculine; even if my goal is to be almost gender non conforming
  • theres ONE THING stopping me from lookingg PERFECT & its the fac th taht my body is weird aaahhh!!! wwhy was i born this way !!!
    • the head of a bull & the ody of a human; im always so close to being human but i dont want tthat & i just hav to accept that im a creature & others jst have to deal wituj thatt
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