- made another email account; i dont know what to do with it
- forcing myself from wake up early tomorrow or else i kill myself
- i have no sense of self preservation
- if i die i'll be back
- [:0P>
- means i have to make today count if i don't wake up at 7:30
- don't cry don't be sad; it's cause i'm bored
- my mother makes me want to die, not anything else lol she just pisses me off sometimes
- feel like throwign up
- feel awful!!!
- [:0C>
- have shit to do
- wouldn't limp pumpo be pumpular?
- enormous gap between things i wanna do and things i have to do
- regret wearing short sleeves
- i was in a rush
- i heard the music,, "hello there.."
- i hate the feeling of puke in my throat it hurts
- waahh i thought 2 hours ago that i was going to throw up and it almost happened moments ago
- i feel sick and tired; i am not a happy camper :0[
- FUCK GODDAMMIT
- getting sick thinking about blood movement
- it makes me feel so awful i hate it so much
- og god my palms feel numb
- i wish i didn't exists in physical reality
- why i wanna be pizzaface so badly
- i wouldn't have to think about that i would be a machine
- !i wouldn't feel like puking because i would be a machine
- i wouldn't feel the blood flow through my body because i would be a machine
- i would be a machine; a big floating pizza mech deadset on messing with the local pizza shop owner
- my least favorite thing is the idea of getting inside someones head
- i hate it so much the concept makes me super uncomfortable in the same way the movement of blood does.
- i think learning about serial experiments lain when i was the same age as her (at the start of the game) was horrible for my upbringing
- unconsciously inherited some of her traits
- or at least made me more aware of them; my mother always called me absentminded
- i can get so caught up in whatever is happening in my head that i forget whats happening in reality
- i had a moment today; i was walking and suddenly i just completely forget who i am and why im here'
- this is something normal i hope-- there is most likely a name for it.
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